frankie18

"ooh i loved not saying hello"

well well well fucking ally...looks like your life is heading in a most positive direction...looks like all those times you didn't want to smoke weed were saved for your heroin use...dang you are just too fucking cool for everyone but yourself.

and yes, i felt that pang of fucking hurt reading your last journal entry. so you hurt me, i hope that you are happy about that...and yes, you not saying hello hurt my feelings too.

there never was any chocolate milk...just a fantasy in my head. fantasy is all i know because i don't know how to live in reality.

i'm so sad right now. my heart hurts for me. and it hurts for you too. i don't understand why things need to be this way. but it all makes perfect sense.

i might be crazy, but you are an asshole and a name dropper and now a druggie lol.

i hope you find happiness because deep down you are just as lost and as scared as i am about life, you just know how to hide it better.

but that is funny too, because you think you are hiding it, but people can see through you.

and by the way, i don't think of you when i see my hearts. all it is is a cool idea that you inspired. and why the hell would i want to think of you when i look at them anyways??? the hearts are broken, as in the times where you really fucking tore me a new one.

but don't worry, i give you credit when people asked how they came about.

have a good life allyson.