frankie18

i crave normality. i crave a little regularity.

I FUCKING CRAVE YOU.

who am i kidding. i cant stop thinking of you. and i dont know what to do with myself till the next time i see you. theres nothing i want to do. will you even miss me? say that you will. i need to hear it. give me that at least. please.

these days keep blending together. its to the point where i cant tell where one ends and the other begins. i cant even tell you what i did two days ago cause i dont remember when two days ago was. i havent been home in ages. i dont even feel like i have a home. your a bit outta hand and im a bit outta time. but if were going down together then i think were doing just fine.

i hate when your not around. cause i hate not seeing you. and i hae not hearing you. i hate not touching you. yeah i hate not feeling you. and i fucking hate missing you.

and i want to hear you whisper. beg softly in my ear.
"dont stop.................................please"

im sooo gonna get hurt by this boy. but you know what. i dont really care.

ps van morrisons- ill be your lover too is the most beautiful love song in the world. and its slowly breaking down the walls that i worked so hard to build. yeah your slowly coming through.

pss school starts today. pray for me.