frankie18

whoa. way too much has been going on lately, and way too fast. i need sleep, desperatly. i think ive only slept like 7 hours in the last three days.

for the most part things are going great. um friday i worked really early in the morning cause i had tot camp to instruct. only the coolest minis in my group. i taught them how to mix the primary colors during art and played a dodgeball game that lasted like an hour. i was completely drained though by the end of my work day. but it was well worth it. on days like that i absolutly love my job.

then it was off to the orange county fair. i was kinda saddened by seeing elephants being ridden for amusement but then someone gave me some smuggled in snoop dog endorced drinks and i forgot all about um. the fair was ok i guess. id like to go back but with a different crowd. yeah so we saw 311 play at the ampitheatre they have there. that was pretty cool. they played my fav songs so i was a happy girl.

after that i took my high school friend crystal to a party one of my college friends was throwing. bad idea. crystal got completely wasted and hooked up with some random guy. she didnt know a single person at the party except for me so she really made herself look slutty. i played the role of the caretaking friend untill i got seriously pissed and started feeling embarassed by her actions. i havent spoken to her about it yet. what am i suppossed to say? you looked like a slut and embarassed the fuck out of me? yeah thatll go real well.

met a guy there though. mmmmm hes about 6'1'' with broad shoulders a nice body and dark brown eyes. we went outside and just talked for about and hour and a half. it was really really nice. its been so long since ive felt so comfortable around a stranger. hes just the type of guy im looking for too. he works with kids cause he loves um, he goes to a private college, reads all the time, etc. and although he definatly hinted that he likes me i didnt feel pressured at all around him. everything was just natural and fun. we were so cheesy together but at the same time nothing sexual happened between us. we shared kraft mac and cheese out of a cup, he carried my stuff around for me, invited me to go to the beach with them, we took a trip to the spas, we saw the sun come up. he was the last person i said goodbye to at the end of the night. i followed him into a bedroom and he wrapped a hot pink boa around his neck. i smiled and slowly pulled it off. then i gave him a hug and rested my head on his bare shoulders. it felt nice to have his arms around me. blah i sound so cheesy. but im all fluttery and cutesy. the night was just wonderful. he lives in redland though which is an hour from my house. well see what happens i guess.

but yeah im smiling.

and my dads outta town for a week so its just me. party? its a possibility but probably not the greatest idea. gonna go see the sounds tomorrow night at amoeba with the cute guys friend. maybe ill bring him up eh? but thatll be fun. right now though i desperatly need to go grocery shopping. so i guess im off to the supermarket!