I feel like I've hit the most fortified wall in my entire life. It's left me feeling cold, numb, and non existent; I've basically had everything I value and love stripped from me and I'm losing the drive to take it all back. At times I wonder if I truly even want it back, the pain at times outweighed the good. But in a sick way I enjoyed the pain. Kind of like a reminder that I'm really still standing in all of this. Sometimes I just think I'm full blown metal living in one big dream hoping I wake up soon. Alright enough talking gibberish. 
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frankie1023:
Had a bad break up I'm still struggling with, It feels better to write, thanks for the kind words <3
felicity:
"But in a sick way I enjoyed the pain", really, i think that have something beautiful in this. I wish that you feel better in next days 