So it's March. Damn holiday pounds linger. I'm averse to poppin some pills to burn the weight off, I read how the chromium picolinate screws you up on a DNA level. Then again, visceral adipose tissue also carries a health risk. Now I'm nor tryin to die at 100 in my own feces, oblivious, but I ain't tryin to keel over at 40 either...Stress is bad too. Things have picked up at work for a minute, and if I'm seeing things correctly, I won't have alot of time at home the next month. Granted, my job holds me back in many ways, but it keeps the bills paid when it goes. Which it hasn't been lately. So hopefully things can turn around...
You know how muscles atrophy from lack of use? Same goes for the human spirit and stress. No stress, no challenge, no goals, the spirit gets weak. You feel lost, disoriented, depressed. That's probably why Miss Hilton is such an attention hog. she hasn't found a way to be useful yet. And from what I can tell, it may not be entirely her fault. No, really. Evidently her mom (who was new money, a former actress- probably had her own "attention/acceptance/love" issues) told her the worst thing was not being known. Evidently what you're known for is irrelevant. That much money, so much possible good could be had, and you're known for a porn and flashing the hooha? Forget how I got on this tangent. Probably cuz grinding at work does give a sense of accomplishment. Even if 60+ hours of OT only gets a mediocre check....
You know how muscles atrophy from lack of use? Same goes for the human spirit and stress. No stress, no challenge, no goals, the spirit gets weak. You feel lost, disoriented, depressed. That's probably why Miss Hilton is such an attention hog. she hasn't found a way to be useful yet. And from what I can tell, it may not be entirely her fault. No, really. Evidently her mom (who was new money, a former actress- probably had her own "attention/acceptance/love" issues) told her the worst thing was not being known. Evidently what you're known for is irrelevant. That much money, so much possible good could be had, and you're known for a porn and flashing the hooha? Forget how I got on this tangent. Probably cuz grinding at work does give a sense of accomplishment. Even if 60+ hours of OT only gets a mediocre check....