franguzi

It's been quite a week. QUUUUUUUUUUUUUUITE a week.

Monday went and quit my job, that gave me much more of a sense of freedom than I was expecting. Which tells me that it was definately a good idea to go. I know I couldnt of stayed, but it's just good to have that feeling of finality, that it may not of been the easiest route to take, but it was the best one.

Then wednesday I went to the pub with my best mate ev. It was good we had fun, and then we had a MASSIVE deep and meaningful about my depression/anxiety/stress/paranoia/basic weirdness situation. Haven't talked to anyone that in depth for a long time, it was veeeeeeeery hard work, but it felt good.

Anways then Ev went home. There was a girl there who I used to know from uni, a mutual mate of mates, who was really kickass at karaoke. Oh and I went in a general knowledge competition with ev, and we got 23 out of forty points, which was pretty shocking, but the marker did a terrible job and it was fun, and we got drunk so thats the main thing.

Anyway Ev left so I went to talk to this girl who I knew from uni, who had a boyfriend at the time who had a hole in his heart. I know that is of no significance, but for some reason it always stuck out in my mind. Anyway she made me sad, she's lost ALOT of weight which is sad in the first place, but she just seemed so...desperate. Not for sex but I don't know...acceptance? attention?

Anway I was hanging with her and a few ppl she knew, and they kinda bored the shit outa me so I went and started talking to this random group of people, and they were fun. One of the girls was so hot, holy shit. I made out with her and got to touch her veeeeeeeery decent boobages so that was dope.

Anyway a few of the dudes were gay, which is neither here nor there, but they kept telling me oh we're going to this bar, you're welcome to come, but you know it's a gay bar right? like it's for gays, and we're gay. hahaha. I just replied as long as it's got alcohol and not shit music, then it's ok with me.

So anyway we went to the first club, at which I was told by four guys that I'm sexy. Well that was nice for my confidence, but damn guys are so fucking easy! hah. You girls have it so freakin sweet it must be ridiculously easy to get sex.

So anyway this dude was cracking on to me, while I was trying to talk to his hot mate. And then we went to another club, and on the way I got a smooch and some hands related action from his pretty femalion friend.

So we're chilling at the other gay club, and he asks me if I've ever kissed a guy, to which I reply no. And then he asks if I would, and I reply sure why not. Then he asked if id kiss him and I thought why the fuck not might as well see what it's like, cos I am attracted to guys on occasion. But yeh made out, and it was just like making out with a chick im not atracted to. So thats a negatory on the bi thing. Then he wanted to make out with me again so I said yes hoping id appease the girl. No dice. Then I did it one more time cos I had run out of beer money and im a big dirty hairy man slut.

So anyway the next morning, he sends me a text saying "hi it's Josh from last night. I still really want to suck your cock ". I nearly burst a hungover eyeball I laughed so much.

Then friday I got my annual leave payout from work, so I booked a ticket to go fly across the other side of the country (Brisbane to Darwin for those of you who know) to see my awesomely fuckng kikcass friend Dave and his gf April. Theyve been driving around Australia for a while, and are temporarily set up camp over there, so I'm going to go and see one of the most beautiful places in the world (Kakadu national park), see me some crocodiles, amazing reptiles, birds, animals, environment, and Aboriginal culture And hopefully have some fun with some crazy backpackers.

Friday went out for my bros mates b'day, which was fun. But the club was shit, so I left, and went to a strip club. Full of fucking wankers, and chicks with chips on their shoulders. I don't believe I should be told to get fucked if when a girl comes up to me and i'm not interested in a lap dance from her, if I say politely sorry i'm not here for a lapdance tonight I just want to have a couple of drinks and enjoy the entertainment'. Maybe I need to be less subtle.

Then last night I met a girl at a party. Party was crap, and I met a biggoted, racist, arrogant, precious little slut, and I wanted to slap her with an angry fish. Anyway the girl I met was arguing with the dirty slut with me, and she lives riiiiiiiiiiight near me, but stupid me didnt get her number in time. D'oh!! She was suuuuuuuuuper sweeet tho, and it was a 60 and 70's themed party, and she looked so pretty with those peace signs painted on her face. goodness Gracious.

Fuck hips are sexy.