Oh, where to begin! The new job that I started after quitting the medical spa was so stupid! I actually walked out with out telling anyone and never came back. I felt like such a juvenile asshole, but I couldn't bare to waste my time there. So now I am starting training at two different spas that use the same products. Hopefully one of them will work out.
So since I haven't been working I don't have much money and it really sucks! I have such anxiety when I'm not making money. Not because I'm greedy but because I grew up with a mother who struggled to make enough to take care of the both of us and I hate feeling like that again. My father never wanted to contribute much to child support. He's much more helpful now though. I can't even get my dogs the shots that they need! I better start doing more shoots.
On a better note, a friend of mine came to visit for her birthday. I took her to see comedian Orny Adams; he's pretty good. The guy after him was good too, but I can't remember his name. He was a redhead who breakdances. My boyfriend also took us to see a Porshe race, which I'm not usually into, but since he races his excitement made me excited as well. I still have not set foot in his car, which I'm constantly reminded about, but it scares me!
So since I haven't been working I don't have much money and it really sucks! I have such anxiety when I'm not making money. Not because I'm greedy but because I grew up with a mother who struggled to make enough to take care of the both of us and I hate feeling like that again. My father never wanted to contribute much to child support. He's much more helpful now though. I can't even get my dogs the shots that they need! I better start doing more shoots.
On a better note, a friend of mine came to visit for her birthday. I took her to see comedian Orny Adams; he's pretty good. The guy after him was good too, but I can't remember his name. He was a redhead who breakdances. My boyfriend also took us to see a Porshe race, which I'm not usually into, but since he races his excitement made me excited as well. I still have not set foot in his car, which I'm constantly reminded about, but it scares me!
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Do they know whats causing this?
and i'm sorry that the spa gig isnt working out.
Keep me updated...
i'll keep my fingers crossed and send some good thoughts your way