fraiya

Sooooo I've been wanting to update for like two days now, but this is the first time I've even been in a good enough mood to do it.

I'm still being really slow at this one.

Here's the thing. I've been really down lately. Well super mega ultra down. I like my job, but I'm not really appreciated that much. I'm about to go into a huge amount of debt because my student loan company wasn't happy with my payments. In the past few months I've lost contact with a lot of people. Which honestly isn't all bad. And now the only place that was making me happy, home that is, is in trouble too.

The boy and I aren't that fantastic right now. A lot has to do with some stuff neither of us have gotten over yet. He keeps suggesting we take a break. And not a break up thing, but just like a week vacation by ourselves. Nothing too major really.

But I really have no where to go. I thought about going to a friends house, but I wouldn't feel comfortable asking to. For a short while I thought of going to my parents for a week. But the more I thought of it, the more I just want to be alone. I don't want to have to explain why I'm going away for a week to my family, and then have them judge me or my boyfriend. Which is exactly what would happen. Even if our intentions are good. And I'm not sure my over emotional mother is the person I need to be around right now.

I just want it to all stop hurting ya know. Isn't it only fair? I'm tired of crying myself to sleep and chest pains. I need a break from it all before it's all too much.

I actually found a small cabin close by that is can be rented. I would need to be somewhat close by because I can't really afford to take off a lot of work. It's great. I can sit and be calm for a while. It's by a lake. I could read all the books I haven't had time to read. I'd probably feel better about myself. It seems like a perfect solution to me.

So what I thought was go away for a week alone. The only thing that is standing between me and possible happiness is money of course. So I hate doing this, but if you bought anything from my etsy store I would be soooooo grateful. You'd be helping me and getting a unique item as well. I'll gladly take any commissioned items you'd like as well. Scarf, hat, phone/ipod case, tote bag maybe??



I'm also having another print sale. The one I had before didn't turn out too shabby so maybe this one will go well also. I've even lowered the prince to $10 instead. I put up a bunch of new pictures from my Nook set, as well as the ones I had before from Mentanoia, and Silent Seduction. So please please please take a look

The cartfly thingy doesn't work on SG I think so here's the link.

Fraiya Prints!!!!!

I wish I could win the lottery. That would be great huh? But for real. Any help would be greatly greatly appreciated.

This could be a brand new start.

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In somewhat more pleasant news. Spring is here I put together some before and after pics of my street so to speak.

Click the spoilers for spring time goodness...

Ok I have another set, but they won't upload for some reason. I guess those are for another day.

I made some new stained glass necklaces today. Gotta get those up on an etsy sometime. Ok I have to work early tomorrow because we're getting a new program to work on and none of us have been trained on it yet. And no we're not having a training session. I have to go in early because everyone knows we'll be behind since we have no fucking clue what's going on. Seriously worse management I've ever encountered haha.

I leave you with me going to my cousin's bridal shower...



much love <3