fragyle

i have come to the conclusion about my sex drive. i am guess it is similar to others because i have discussed my problem with other girls. i have a weird hormone messed up body that changes throught the year. i have my times where i am super horny, times were i just want sex occasionally, and then i have times were i just need a break from sex. that doesn't mean i love you any less i just need a break from it. aparently this happens to alot of my friends too. i care about my boyfriend more than anything he is the one guy who makes me feel that i can do anything and i am protected, and makes me feel like life is worth living because now i know there are genuine people out there who are caring.
aparently the spark in my relationship is gone or so i am told, but the truth is the flame is brighter than ever and sparks are harder to notice in the huge fire. but i promise to my boyfriend i will show him some of the many sparks betwwen us so he can feel the warmth of my fire.
i just want him to understand that it hurts me to see him depressed and it hurts me that i have to prove my love but because he was proving his love earlier ( and i didn't notice because of the pressure in my life) he now has no need to prove it again. i think it should be a two way street so we can both feel the fire from within eachother.
man it feel good to get this off my chest. i am sure my boyfriend will read this and undrestand because he is a smart , handsome and wonderful guy.

I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW I LOVE HIM!!