fragglerocker

I feel like a turd. Anyone that knows me knows that I was jobless for a very long time. And when I was jobless I got into the habbits of going out every night, sleeping all day. I grew up a little (very little I promise) and got a job. It seems like I am working all the time. And I do love my job I have yet to figure out how to not be tired all the time. Even on my days off I am cleaning house. Sleeping in for me now is getting up at 10. This past week I havent had a car so I have been getting up at 6 to take Greg to work then off to work then home then pick him up. By the time we get in the house eat dinner we are beat. I am by no means making excuses just trying to give a little insite to where I am coming from. I love going out with my friends they mean the world to me. I just cant do it all the time. Im just too tired. Last sunday I streched myself and stayed out till 2. I was soo tired the next day and I was a giant bitch. I usually have the weekends off and I have gotten into the habbit of staying in and watching movies with Greg and Reagan. A little wind down for the week if you will. I am truely sorry for letting you down Moo Moo. I have been a bad friend lately. I should have at least made an appearance because it was so important to you. I really did forget, didnt hear my phone ring but point blank fucked up. I am very sorry. Once I get this management job I will be working more going out even less (since I already go out a wopping 2 nites a week) but hopefully once things there get settled I will have set hours and see everyone more. Even if they dont my body will learn to function on less sleep and I can spend time with the people I love. Again I am sorry to those I have hurt, let down in any way or ignored. Again I am not trying to make excuses I am trying give you a little insight to where I am coming from.