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happy bday!!!

Oh let's not talk about empty beds....

Sorry to hear about the sickage, I prefer getting not quite to that point in the evening. My Saturday went on until after 5am, and netted out with me crashing on a couch that was a good two feet shorter than what would pass for comfortable...

odi omnes

What's up with everyone I know being hungover from the weekend? Musta been some great events going down.

I'm surprised and sorry to hear that you are so lonely. You need to make your way down here more often! Or maybe your good ol buddy homewrecker should make a trip up your way for once. In any case, you sound like you could use some company.

Take care of yourself! Hope to see you again sometime soon.

i'm gonna keep yammering on a bit just cause i feel like it and i feel like bitching cause i still feel dizzy lol-- yeah, i've got that inner wierd little pseudo-cramping going on, like parts of my intestine are undecided whether to knot up or not-- and my legs feel like they're low on blood or something; i kinda am going in and out of feeling them-- i looked at my hands: my fingers aren't shaking like they were yesterday, but they're kinda in that same on-the wink-feeling... my feet are in that halfway-numb-halfway-sore state; kinda like i'm feeling pain in someone else's body or something... and i just can't make my mind feel very awake no matter how much coffee i take... when i take a deep breath the whole top of my head gets suddenly all bubbly and i see little spots just across the upper ridge of my vision for a few seconds until i exhale... When i turn my head too fast, also, my vision takes a milisecond to catch up-- it's really wierd-- basically it's like parts of my brain are taking turns feeling numb...
I believe all this is a combination of having lost a few pints of blood into the toilet over the last 18 hours, and having poured a couple glasses of wine into the slightly-emptier container of my body last night-- and maybe a little on the stress and all the usual-- but also i haven't been eating very well, despite my best efforts... i was trying to increase the amount of veggies and grains i was eating for a few days, for a while; and then one day i opened up the fridge and saw a big box of KFC in there and went basically bonkers and consumed the last 3 legs in there; thinking to myself "never NEVER be a vegiterian" all the while... I had a huge craving for milk products all of a sudden, that happened the following day... I dunno what it is about eating with me all of a sudden: part of it is the thought of my potentially being a model, i think-- that kinda fucks with my head... whenever i visit my fam back in p-ville i of course eat alot more than here-- i don't usually get even 2 meals a day here and over there i have 3... my housemate said he thought i gained a few pounds when i returned from there last-- and a part of me kinda freaked-- i don't think i would have if i wasn't considering this career-- but i do believe that in the few interceeding weeks i've probably lost whatever weight i'd gained in those 7 or 8 days in p-ville... and that hasn't been that long of a time... i dunno, all this kinda stuff is confusing; when i was just a student/comic-book-artist-wannabe it was ok to eat like a bachelor cause i couldn't cook for crap, but now all of a sudden i'm thinking about this kinda stuff, now that i've got pseudo-businesses and a possible modelling thing going... but everything only at the "potential" stage...
...also (not to keep rambling, but i assume you can just stop reading whenever you're done and tired of it) part of my purse business has got me hooked up with this artist co-op kind of group-- one branch of my thing is working through them, and they're all huge healthy-eating-vegan-macro-biotic-yoga people, and so we spend a lot, and i mean a LOT of time talking about cooking, nutrition, stuff like that... and they kinda got me thinking... they gave me these books about "macrobiotic" and stuff... you know how you start re-considering stuff when someone hands you literature and it sounds saavy and intelligent... ah, now i've satisfied my desire to ramble and i'll let you go

Kathleeeeeeen! I have not talked to you in way way too long! So I'm just saying hi and let me know how the modeling stuff works out. Mwah!

Congrats on the wirelessness, it's addictive. Yep, moving to Santa Monica in a couple weeks, assuming I don't explode (or implode) from stress lololol... egads, Calgon take me away! I have your bracelet, too, btw...

fanastic news!

i heart y'r art!

Sorry for the short & interrupted chat the other day...you just caught me at a bad moment at work. Just wanted you to know that I really enjoyed talking with you nonetheless.

Hope we are still on for tomorrow!

It all good, Special K! No apolgies necessary. I had a great fucking time and hope the same can be said of your weekend.

I'm sure we'll run into each other one of these days. In fact, since we're so far away, we'll just have to make explicit plans to do so. You're a woman after my own heart when it comes to drinking. You up for some more coronas and tequila shots sometime?

Help me kill Dave...

Don't know if you'll be online anytime soon to get this, but you are invited here.

You have good taste, my dear. Katie is VERY hot indeed.

Hey! Thanks.

Yes but when aren't Katie's sets ever unliked?