Life feels weird lately. Katie and I were talking the other day. She said instead of just talking about things I intend to do, I should do some of them. She said she doesn't even know if I am capable of doing anything, to which I had to reply that I don't know if I am, either. Making up the MTSU Student Film Festival is...
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I got called out by the HR director at work for visiting SG from the break room (hey, I was only reading journals -- I am not so dense as to actually bring up porno at work) and was told not to do it again... this is why I have been mostly absent from here -- because I work ALL THE TIME.
Anyway, here is...
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Anyway, here is...
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I am on my way to ATL for the day. I hate Atlanta, and I would not be going, were I not such a hardcore nerd. That is right, all the cool kids are going to ATL for Pride; Sean and I are going for the Dear Friends concert - the Atlanta Symphony Orchestra playing the music of Final Fantasy...
I am going to be...
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I am going to be...
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Ah, the computer. How I have missed it. I have better things to do, but it is hard to remember what. Ah yes, pack. Clean. Read.
Sleep.
Still on drugs. I cannot tell a difference, but it has only been a week, now. And I never can tell a difference, until I stop taking them and it all goes downhill. And then I get horribly...
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Sleep.
Still on drugs. I cannot tell a difference, but it has only been a week, now. And I never can tell a difference, until I stop taking them and it all goes downhill. And then I get horribly...
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thelastasthmatic:
stable?
is there such a fucking thing as a stable life?!?!?
not wjilst a girl is concerned...
is there such a fucking thing as a stable life?!?!?
not wjilst a girl is concerned...
malina:
ehhhh... they corrected most of it... after 5 more phonecalls and then a "devoted call".. 
I would get tmobile, but a girl that I know where I am moving to has tmobile and gets absolutely no reception anywhere in the city..
I would get tmobile, but a girl that I know where I am moving to has tmobile and gets absolutely no reception anywhere in the city..
And I am on drugs again.
Yesterday, I did not want to be at work. I felt horrible, after having stayed up listening to Over the Rhine and having revelations all the night before, and eventually I just left work and went to the doctor.
I described to him my stomach pains, my light-headed/dizzness, my back aches, how my ears always feel stopped up. He...
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Yesterday, I did not want to be at work. I felt horrible, after having stayed up listening to Over the Rhine and having revelations all the night before, and eventually I just left work and went to the doctor.
I described to him my stomach pains, my light-headed/dizzness, my back aches, how my ears always feel stopped up. He...
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elle:
This is a really intense entry and I don't know if I can properly address it, so I'll just go right into replying to the comment which you left me.
I agree with you wholeheartedly about what you said but I don't know what to do when I feel this way about a set. I can't talk about it on my journal because I'm afraid I'll get kicked off the site. It makes me sad when I know--KNOW--that, stylistically speaking anyway, my set is better. I am not saying I'm more pretty or that anythi... oh, fuck, I hate having to be so fucking P.C. about shit up in this piece. I didn't think this was what it was going to be like. AT ALL.
I agree with you wholeheartedly about what you said but I don't know what to do when I feel this way about a set. I can't talk about it on my journal because I'm afraid I'll get kicked off the site. It makes me sad when I know--KNOW--that, stylistically speaking anyway, my set is better. I am not saying I'm more pretty or that anythi... oh, fuck, I hate having to be so fucking P.C. about shit up in this piece. I didn't think this was what it was going to be like. AT ALL.
thelastasthmatic:
"I do not remember the first half of today,"
that is, perhaps, the worst thing i could imagine. no matter how angry,sad, or inebriated i am-i always want to remember.
life is too short to waste experience...
let me know if you want to hang out some time. i'm usually off on weekends...
that is, perhaps, the worst thing i could imagine. no matter how angry,sad, or inebriated i am-i always want to remember.
life is too short to waste experience...
let me know if you want to hang out some time. i'm usually off on weekends...
I have no desire to listen to anything but Ladysmith Black Mambazo lately. I think while Katie is away, I will try to find a CD, rather than listen the the three mp3s I have, over and over again.
Katie and her parents are at the hospital, discovering her father's fate, at least for a while if not forever. God, that does sound grim. I...
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Katie and her parents are at the hospital, discovering her father's fate, at least for a while if not forever. God, that does sound grim. I...
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thelastasthmatic:
you live here because nashville is the athens of the south.
right?
right?
What have I done lately?
I have stopped smoking. I have stopped being quite so lazy. I have stopped drinking caffeine.
And oh yes, I have stopped lying by omission.
I'm game, we'll see who rusts first.
I have stopped smoking. I have stopped being quite so lazy. I have stopped drinking caffeine.
And oh yes, I have stopped lying by omission.
I'm game, we'll see who rusts first.
thelastasthmatic:
<this brother packs rustoleum
i am drinking 151 and coke in BFE indiana-does that sound like...'fun' ?
actually,i've had a fabulous week. last couple o' days have been great...
are you leaving town soon?
i am drinking 151 and coke in BFE indiana-does that sound like...'fun' ?
actually,i've had a fabulous week. last couple o' days have been great...
are you leaving town soon?
sadiemae:
oooh i hate liars by omission.
good job.
good job.
Katie came home.
I say this to explain my lack of online activity.
I am still around. I still get email.
Just sayin'.
I say this to explain my lack of online activity.
I am still around. I still get email.
Just sayin'.
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elle:
I will be the first to admit that I am not the strongest individual. Lifting very, very cumbersome boxes weighing upwards of 75lbs up the 6 flights of stairs to my apartment by myself was no fun and made my right shoulder very tender. While twisting the cd shelf about to finish putting the back on, I felt something snap&pop and then I dropped the cd shelf and it snapped&popped again. I can only assume that was my shoulder popping out of socket. It hurts. Right now. 
thelastasthmatic:
how's my favorite drunk monk tonight?
enjoying this chilly assed spring weather?
enjoying this chilly assed spring weather?
I was so nervous yesterday that I thought it best to show up drunk. When I arrived, there were three stacks of books on a table. He brought out a kneeling board for me to sit on as he handed me book after book to look at. He told me about each. I looked at somewhere around one to two hundred Buddhists texts and sutras,...
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thelastasthmatic:
"I should not have fallen in love."
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So my friend Mark mentioned in passing that The Decemberists are coming to town, and then Elle said she is coming to town to see the Decemberists, and I thought, what are the Decemberists?
So I gave them a shot (as though Mark has ever suggested a bad band), and now have spent the day listening to them.
Today, on my way home, I smoked...
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So I gave them a shot (as though Mark has ever suggested a bad band), and now have spent the day listening to them.
Today, on my way home, I smoked...
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elle:
I will be out of town on Saturday and most of Sunday, but I shall then return for Sunday evening through Wednesday morning. We are having another Lakehouse party in Alabama; I think this one's theme is going to be Zombie Town.
So are you coming to the damn show or not? Go to Grimey's and buy your ticket and then buy me a drink. Obviously these are the correct chain of events.
So are you coming to the damn show or not? Go to Grimey's and buy your ticket and then buy me a drink. Obviously these are the correct chain of events.
thelastasthmatic:
bacardi has a way with words,don't it?
The film festival sounds fun!