fracturedguy

Wow, I write so much here. The truth is, I don't know what to write -- I have a journal for each side of my personality, and I don't know what side to address, especially not here.

I haven't written in any of the journals for months, it seems like, too...

So, what do I have to say?
I just started a new job, and it is a good one, it will see to much of my needs, and I should actually do well within the company.
My girlfriend is about to move several hundred miles away... I was going to move with her, but I am not ready to leave. It has nothing, or at least little to do with the fact that I have lived around here since I was 9. I want to get away, see the world, have adventures. But I cannot leave until I feel I have conquered goals set before me in this place. I will miss her. I will be with her soon.

I have to get moving with this... I am nearly thirty, and have not done anything with my life that I wanted to.
Oy.

Get back into therapy, yes. Go to school, yes. Make incredible leaps and bounds in spirituality and instigate revolution(s), yes.
Just got to get moving, eh?

It is spring. Rebirth. Alright, let's do this.

Question of the week:
What is the first step that you could make right now to put your life on "the right track"?

Me: Talk more, chitchat less. Discourse, people.

(Feel free to talk to me.. it is my perception that a great many people at this site are capable of fascinating conversation...)