fracturedguy

Long time no this. Having been withough personal internet for the past sixteen months has made SG access rather limited (especially after getting called out by the HR department at work). But things have turned around completely and I now have a new apartment, with new internet access.

Life is good.

So here is what has turned around:
A) No more suicide attempts. Somehow through my ventures in and out of hospitals during the last half of 2005, I was effectively brainwashed into thinking I am an all right guy after all.

B) No more The Girl. I got tired of feeling hurt and rejected 24/7. I sorted out myself some balls and held on to them. Now she's in Europe, and I am in Murfreesboro, TN. I think that's far enough.

C) Speaking of finding my balls, and speaking of deciding I'm an okay person, I have assumed the attitude of, "yeah, I'm awesome. What's up?" And the ladies love me. Men want to be me.

D) Back in school. I kicked my own ass into gear and got myself a new apartment (well, with roommates) and and putting myself through school. Full time work, full time school. I give myself three weeks before I burn out. Five if I keep drinking like I have been.

I think that's mostly what's been going on 'round here.

How have you been?