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God damnit. I was just thinking yesterday how cool it is that I am managing to go to school full-time and work full-time and be doing quite well without having days off (I have had two sick days and a car-related day off work on the past two months, though). And today I even woke up bright-eyed and ready for my day at work, convinced...
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pastura:
oh me! that sounds awful. at least you can make ligh of it with amusing inner conversations... at least those of us reading this appreciate them.

for christmas, i got food poisoning. lost 8lbs. overnight, no joke. and i must have lost all my stomach lining or something because i still couldn't eat the rest of the week... nothing sat right. what a miserable diet!

hope you feel better soon because that's no way to celebrate a move. or hey, maybe it's your body telling you to take a freaking break, man! puke
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So Mirrormask finally came out on DVD. It is incredible how Dave McKean's visual style translated into... this. I got a late start watching it (after 1 AM), so I left it paused to go to bed, and I've vowed to myself that I will not watch the rest until I comlete the paper I'm working on. In the meantime, I have the song "Close...
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pastura:
how'd the paper go?
pastura:
i know, i miss snow, too. we've had a lousy winter here. i had to go south to get any snow - go figure!

glad your paper went well and that you get to continue your studies. i think i'd probably need a breather after a paper like that, but hey, whatever floats your boat!

and it can be fun to move. too bad you have to use your WHOLE vacation to do it, but that means you're getting a new place, right? that's fun! i like to decorate and arrange stuff, so maybe it's just me who finds it fun. i know the grunting/moving/dropping/shoving part isn't nearly as fun as the last minute touches. but hopefully you can celebrate heartily since you won't have class the next day.
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Woo! It's Valentine's Day! I'm dating someone, but not so much that I consider her "my valentine." But that's okay; I rewarded myself by skipping my English class this morning. I wanted to show my affection (for myself) and spend a little extra time in bed with the one person I really, truly care about.

Lately, I've been living on a pretty shallow level, and...
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pastura:
hi there. just curious as to why you'd like to be my friend when we've never even conversed! let me get to know you first. wink
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Long time no this. Having been withough personal internet for the past sixteen months has made SG access rather limited (especially after getting called out by the HR department at work). But things have turned around completely and I now have a new apartment, with new internet access.

Life is good.

So here is what has turned around:
A) No more suicide attempts. Somehow through...
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damn, what happened to my favourite SGs? I swear, I have got to get my own internet; this long-time-between-access thing is really crap.

oh well, in news: i am making it happen. i'm getting my ass through school (financially), and getting the apartment (with internet, by god), and designing tattoos for folks and smoking and feeding nearly a hundred animals daily and cleaning house and...
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What have I done lately?

I got the tattoo, finally.
I decided to move to Murfreesboro, TN and go back to MTSU.
I spent way too much time watching House, M.D.
I talked to Katie because she needed to.
I listened to Siddhartha on my iPod.
I met somebody that thinks like I do.
saffron:
sweet tattoo

thanks for the birthday wishes!! kiss kiss
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How fucking weird, tonight. A nice afternoon in the park turned into a walk in the rain, too much time at Tower Records, and then seeing an amazing band play.

A night sleeping in my car turned into hanging out with one of katie's friends at Katie's house while the family is away.

And I think taking antidepressants and going to bed is about to...
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So here's the plan: as soon as I've got the money to cover the next two months (an estimated $1000), I am leaving my job and spending November and December in MS, helping out.

If you aren't aware, the problems aren't over. It is going to take at least a year, maybe two, before people's homes are cleaned out or torn down, before downed trees...
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I am away for such a short time, and I come back and Stormy's gone. What the fuck? I need my fix!

Anyway, moving on.
That's the theme.

It took me so long to get over The Girl. I mean, sure, technically she's been gone for only a month -- not so long, really. But the time when we were healthy for eachother ended a...
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I swear this is an interesting post. It looks long, but it's not really.

So I saw a new psychiatrist today, and it was one of the best first sessions I've had.

From time to time, when I get manic and decide to actually do something about myself, I find a new therapist, and after the first session people ask me, How did it go?...
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So, I am going batty today. All day I have been overwhelmed by the thought of going down on a girl. I haven't done since January, and in my opinion that is a shame.

And it's extra frustrating because I'm staying alone in a hotel all this week... So not only am I not getting off with some girl. I'm also just plain alone.

What...
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