Ever have one of those mornings where you dont want to get outa bed. Not because your still tired dont want to work or anyother random reason. But just because you feel lost and not yourself. you just want to curl up in a ball in your bed safe and warm. well i had one of those days today. i managed to drag myself outa bed and make it to work.
bleh i hate this sometimes i look back at myself 5 years ago. when i wasnt like this. i had no problems with social settings and new places. makes me mad and i beat myself up over it.
i just want someone to talk to ive lived in cali my whole life yet i feel like i have no one to talk to. better yet i want a cuddle partner. i miss cuddling and kissing.
well anyways i guess ill try and sleep now. hopefully tomorrow is a better day
bleh i hate this sometimes i look back at myself 5 years ago. when i wasnt like this. i had no problems with social settings and new places. makes me mad and i beat myself up over it.
i just want someone to talk to ive lived in cali my whole life yet i feel like i have no one to talk to. better yet i want a cuddle partner. i miss cuddling and kissing.
well anyways i guess ill try and sleep now. hopefully tomorrow is a better day
[Edited on Sep 28, 2005 11:12PM]