340am and all is not well. I lay here mind fucking myself. And im more then likely goin to have to for go paint ball the one thing i was freakin looking forward to all week.
Im so fucking pathetic is sickening.
*edit*
So i finaly got to sleep at about 8am. Then i was woken up at 10 but the fucking neighbors kids. Then i spent the next 3 hours on and off sleep. No im home. I think today im just going to have a day alone to clean my place do some mods to the paint ball gun i never go to use.
If anyone would care to dive deeper into the whirlpool that was my mind last night. Grab me on AIM willoe21 or in email. I dont want to plaster it all over my journal since it involved a few people from the site.
Im so fucking pathetic is sickening.
*edit*
So i finaly got to sleep at about 8am. Then i was woken up at 10 but the fucking neighbors kids. Then i spent the next 3 hours on and off sleep. No im home. I think today im just going to have a day alone to clean my place do some mods to the paint ball gun i never go to use.
If anyone would care to dive deeper into the whirlpool that was my mind last night. Grab me on AIM willoe21 or in email. I dont want to plaster it all over my journal since it involved a few people from the site.
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