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So alright, I'm feeling more like blogging now.

First off, I want everybody to look at my favorite SG pics. I am compiling stuff based on a couple of things : Personal taste, quality of photography, is it art?, and I'm trying to stay away from shots that don't have the SG's face in them.

Now I just added Zarina, one from Sex Stall which is a complete ass/groin shot. So I already broke a rule. Big thing is... how do I say this... her fingers are actually in the pink... ahem! ... and I like masturbating women. Zarina has a very pretty face, so it's not like I'm trying to only include a naughty ass shot. Really. Like I already tossed out the idea of adding one of Mary which is a similar pose and even includes a little ass hair, and it's a very yummy picture, but... I'm also for right now, only picking one shot from any girl, and I was trying to capture a view of Mary I was talking about at an earlier blog. This one of Mary is quite good, but there is a better one, I just can't find it. Maybe it was on her profiile and not included in a set. That could be.

So I'm being a little obsessive. I've got about ten or eleven shots picked out. I may find one of Zarina that includes her face, because after all, here I am displaying her in a compromising position. Well, not that it isn't on the site for anyone to see, but this is my shit right?

I'm manic tonight, and it's a fucking joy people. I've done different types of speed and they aren't nearly as fun, and also, there is almost no comedown from mania. Usually I just take a long nap and wake up depressed the next day. But not like, I'm going to top myself depressed, just like, a little sluggish and lazy.

I get to see my boy tomorrow, and it sounds like we are going to come to Dayton. Which means, I can get laid in a reasonably nice house, and it's MY house. That is a very good thing. It may mean 5 hours of driving (can anyone say sleep till 5 pm Monday?) but I think it will be worth it. He's a very sweet boy. The fact that he is sweet and kind means way more to me than some other guys I've met who were better looking, and who I did not sleep with. I like to be treated well.

I take back my old comment. I do not FEEL like a hormonal woman, I AM a hormonal woman. I haven't been this sensitive since... well never.

However, please note that I have never claimed to be hXc. I'm not. I could kick about 50% of guys asses, because I'm big and I know how to throw and take a punch, and the other 50% would whup the living shit out of me. I hesitate to even call myself sXe because, although I do only take legal drugs, the ones I take are pretty powerful - also - I've heard being straightedge involves whupping the shit out of high people, and I'm kind of against whuppings in general.

So yes, not hardcore. I'm not a pacifist, although I think non-violence is ideal. The world is not ideal, so some violence is pragmatic, but I try to keep it to a bare minimum, even with my very feral and aggressive cat.

In other words, I am a big pussy. And since I've met this guy, I've been about as softcore as you can possibly be. (sXc?)

But anyway, I'm looking for good pics, so send me links and stuff. I've also decided not to include any multiple photos. Why? No reason, just feel like doing it that way. There are several very sexy ones involving tongues ( Fleur , Chloe ) and near oral sex, but as much as I like those, I'm leaving them out.

I'm tempted to put one of the ones up of Quinne and Aiden, when Quinne's face appears, at least on my screen, to be flushed. Very cute. But I'm sticking to this rule, unlike the rule about shots with faces appearing in them.

You know... I fully realize how supremely dull my life can be. Pin-ups and punk rock, but also cleaning stale food off my counters, worrying about my relationship with a guy I just met, things like jazz and classical music, obsessing about music and blogging, trying to get a damn bouncing cat icon off my myspace blog, and in other words... trivial shit.

As I've said about my life and my writing at another blog, most of my life is spent taking socks on and off and washing my hair and commuting to school. Shit I have to do, but which doesn't make for very good blog topics. I mean really, does anybody give a shit about my socks, as long as they don't smell like horseshit? Of course not. Actually, on the internet, you can even ignore the smell of my socks. Which is why the internet rules. But I digress.

What I'm trying to get at here, is that I don't have a wild life to blog about. I'm not on any drugs that make for interesting conversation, like say - ayahusca. If you know what it is, you're having more fun than me. Be sure to buy a load of toilet paper before you take it though, or so I hear.

That would make for an interesting blog topic. Tripping nuts with the runs. Sorry, but all I have to offer is diabetes and diet coke.

I don't say this because it should be a surprise to anyone who reads this, or even because I'm all insecure about being boring. I just wonder sometimes what the point of writing this crap is. I spend hours a day blogging at three different locations. Why? What kind of kook am I?

You know, a cut tag to shorten these journal entries would be a very good thing. It kind of helps to keep the home page from being a mile long. And while I'm making unwanted SG site suggestions, how about letting me automatically post album covers of the shit I'm listening to while blogging like myspace. Heck, you could probably get money for it.

Alright, I lied, I feel like I'm crashing. I had forgotten about the post-mania blues. Ah well.

Good night. Get your mojo working for a good lay for me tomorrow! Later.

Tim.