so, it started day before yesterday. new year's day. i was sitting around all day waiting for wendy to call me so that she could take me to get my car. i waited and waited. finally, i got this call from her house. picked it up, and it wasn't wendy. it was dustin, the cutie i was flirting with all new years eve night. he was still in town. so, he was like, "i can give you a ride to your car. it's just on the way." so i was like, "okay."
he comes and picks me up, we go to my car, and decide to get some drinks before he goes. we go to the blind pig, play cards, get drinks, get to know each other, etc. before we knew it, 11pm rolled around, and he was like, "well, it's too late for me to go home. i'll just wait until tomorrow." (he lives in NC) so, i told him he'd be spending time with me anyway so i'd drive.
he got another drink, and we left. off to the store to get some pup food and hamburger for the stroganoff i would make for a late dinner.
-you see where this is going don't you-
so we get back to my house, have a little more to drink, though neither one of us is drunk or anything, just loosened.
watched amelie, ate dinner, got tired.
so i told him he could stay with me if he wanted.....
um......and he did.
he's a really cool guy. in the course of our talking, we still have yet to find something we don't agree on. and he's really cute.
he's got a daughter, geneveve. think i spelled that right. she's 3. i've known him for a few years, but only just now got to know him.
kristopher? kristopher who?
naw, just kidding. heh. as far as i'm concerned, kristopher has made no effort to let me know what i need to know in order for me to keep my mind where it's been. so, fuck it. i'm not the type of girl who's content to sit on her hands waiting. i need more stimulation than that.
how's that for a piece of work?
he comes and picks me up, we go to my car, and decide to get some drinks before he goes. we go to the blind pig, play cards, get drinks, get to know each other, etc. before we knew it, 11pm rolled around, and he was like, "well, it's too late for me to go home. i'll just wait until tomorrow." (he lives in NC) so, i told him he'd be spending time with me anyway so i'd drive.

he got another drink, and we left. off to the store to get some pup food and hamburger for the stroganoff i would make for a late dinner.
-you see where this is going don't you-
so we get back to my house, have a little more to drink, though neither one of us is drunk or anything, just loosened.
watched amelie, ate dinner, got tired.
so i told him he could stay with me if he wanted.....
um......and he did.
he's a really cool guy. in the course of our talking, we still have yet to find something we don't agree on. and he's really cute.
he's got a daughter, geneveve. think i spelled that right. she's 3. i've known him for a few years, but only just now got to know him.
kristopher? kristopher who?
naw, just kidding. heh. as far as i'm concerned, kristopher has made no effort to let me know what i need to know in order for me to keep my mind where it's been. so, fuck it. i'm not the type of girl who's content to sit on her hands waiting. i need more stimulation than that.
how's that for a piece of work?
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My bottom line is ... people who hurt me intentionally are out of my life forever. No second chances. I deserve to be around people who love and respect me. Actually ... I have no tolerance for anyone who hurts anyone intentionally. I'd rather be celibate than be with an asshole.
It sounds like you have something there that feels good right now. Give yourself permission to enjoy it. Forget your fears and go with how things feel. Be honest with him and yourself about your real needs.
I miss being 19 and being able to hammer for 48 hours straight before coming up for air. Sigh.