Wednesday Jul 21, 2010

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Sigh, I've come down with a cold, on my days off to boot! The only thing keeping me going is campbells tomato soup and "The Eldest" book on CD (the second edition to eragon). I've been very depressed lately as I see all the happy couples and I myself haven't anyone, nor had a relationship in the past year. Moving from Southern Cali to this new foreign place has finally taken it's tole. The few friends I have made out here have prooved not to be friends of mine only my money, I feel very alone right now, but I am finding new strength in myself as I keep going and striving for a new and better day. Sorry to be a downer, but even the constantly optimistic have there rainy days.


I love my doggie Nikodemus...he follows me around my little apartment where ever I go, hard to think we've been together now five years...at least with him I know that I am not totally alone...blackeyed
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rewop777:
Gorgeous let me give you some advice, wether you read it or not up to you.

Ive been alone for a LOOOOONG time, i could be with someone to not be alone, but id be using that person, and i would be hurting myself. Being with someone just to be with someone is wrong, it hurts everyone involved and its a dangerous idea.

You are a STUNNING girl, not only are you beautiful, but most importantly, and listen well, you are a rare type of girl. YOU KICK ASS tongue. Do you know how many girls out there are just shallow Barbi wannabees? Do you know how rare it is for a girl to do her own thing, to be a gamer, and outcast, an artist? Dont waste yourself on someone unworthy of you. Find someone extraordinary like you are, if you dont then that would be a fucking shame. I would move the heavens and split the earth to find a girl like you to be my girl, my freind, my love, my equal, my partner. Find someone extraordinary that loves you for you and that you love as well. Till then, be strong, love yourself, be pateint, and like me, keep hopping and dreaming, cause he WILL come, when the time is right.
fox:
awww you guys really made my day. It's people like all of you that are the sole reason SG is such an amazing site, because it's filled with such amazing people!!!biggrin

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