Sigh, I've come down with a cold, on my days off to boot! The only thing keeping me going is campbells tomato soup and "The Eldest" book on CD (the second edition to eragon). I've been very depressed lately as I see all the happy couples and I myself haven't anyone, nor had a relationship in the past year. Moving from Southern Cali to this new foreign place has finally taken it's tole. The few friends I have made out here have prooved not to be friends of mine only my money, I feel very alone right now, but I am finding new strength in myself as I keep going and striving for a new and better day. Sorry to be a downer, but even the constantly optimistic have there rainy days.
I love my doggie Nikodemus...he follows me around my little apartment where ever I go, hard to think we've been together now five years...at least with him I know that I am not totally alone...
I love my doggie Nikodemus...he follows me around my little apartment where ever I go, hard to think we've been together now five years...at least with him I know that I am not totally alone...

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Ive been alone for a LOOOOONG time, i could be with someone to not be alone, but id be using that person, and i would be hurting myself. Being with someone just to be with someone is wrong, it hurts everyone involved and its a dangerous idea.
You are a STUNNING girl, not only are you beautiful, but most importantly, and listen well, you are a rare type of girl. YOU KICK ASS