Man o Man, it has been over a year since I have updated this thing! Well so much has happened in my life since we last spoke. I have had 3 more surgeries since March 2005. As of today, I have lost a total of 153lbs since March 23rd, 2005. YAY ME!! I got diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer for the 2nd time in late October...
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alisa:
priapos:
Hello fellow Occult group member. I decided to check out some blogs this morning, and I hope things have gone well for you since this post. My Dad had a tennis ball sized meningeoma removed 2 years ago, and he's gotten back to full speed only recently. I sincerely hope you are okay; the world needs us now more than ever.
Ok I never update this damn thing. I don't know why. Maybe it's because nobody looks at this thing. Well except for Amadeo , which by the way forgot to call me! But that's cool. I have been so sick lately. I just got over the damn flu. Damn meds since the surgery have weakened my immune system so badly that a simply sneeze from...
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flyer:
happy birthday! 
cyd13:
i just would like to say keep strong don't give up the fight and stop geting sick i know well i don't know how it is to of cancer but i have watched my mother die from Brest cancer and
so I some what know. though she never told any body until it was to late atleast your fighting
so I some what know. though she never told any body until it was to late atleast your fighting
HAPPY V-DAY!
I can actually admit for once in my life that I am very happy I am single on this day. It's nice to know that I won't have to worry if my boyfriend/girlfirend bought two dozen roses, one for me and one for the other skeeze. I love me and that's all that matters! **hugs self**
I ROCK!
I can actually admit for once in my life that I am very happy I am single on this day. It's nice to know that I won't have to worry if my boyfriend/girlfirend bought two dozen roses, one for me and one for the other skeeze. I love me and that's all that matters! **hugs self**
I ROCK!
mortuusnox:
keep on rockin'
Well this past Monday, Jan 17th, I had an emergency oophorectomy. For those of you who are not up-to-date on your medical terminology it means surgical removal of one or both ovaries. Due to Ovarian Cancer at the young age of 24, I had 3/4 of my right Ovary removed. There was some major complications during surgery like my going into cardiac arrest and bleeding...
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mortuusnox:
my personal email is amadeo.keefe@gmail.com if you want some company, i would really like for you to give me you phone number. absolutely no sexual motivation for this. i had heart surgery at the tender age of twenty and no that when it looks as if you are going to die, your friends disappear. you shouldn't have to be alone. i also don't want you thinking all Pagans are sex drived shit heads. the groups around here suck. most of the good Pagans are solitary for just such reasons. seriously though, i will come out to Turlock to spend a day with you, just drop me a note.
Blessings
-Amadeo
Blessings
-Amadeo
mortuusnox:
I haven't forgotten about you and I do intend to call you. I just have been extremely busy lately. I feel like a heel. My appologies
Blessings
-Amadeo
Blessings
-Amadeo
Well I am having emergency surgery to remove one of my ovaries due to the cancer. I started hemorrhaging on Friday night and they want to do emergency surgery because of it. But the soonest they could get me in was tomorrow at 815am. How fun for me! For what it's worth, wish me luck. And if all else fails, see you in the summerlands! 
cherryb0mb:
awww, i'm so sorry! good luck & i hope the surgery goes well...
mortuusnox:
surgery sux. the goddess shall be with you on your journey always and forever
"Sister Raven...I think you are Dunkin's new wife of the week.." 
LOL! It's funny cuz it is SO true!
LOL! It's funny cuz it is SO true!
mortuusnox:
Cola is green before they add the carmel food coloring.
Nobody told me that with Ovarian Cancer I would be in too much pain to have sex! I mean you would think these things would be in the "Congratulations! You have Ovarian Cancer" booklet. So since penetration is out for me and I am sexually frustrated, it seems that giving head is my only viable option. Hmmmm....Now to only find a willing candidate...
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Well Well Well....I have had the crappiest past 2 months ever and this last week was no exception. My health has been horrible due to migraines, seizures, and everything else. So I got my test results back from my biopsy. It was positive for Ovarian Cancer. Well ain't that just fucking great! Life is just great! **note the sarcasm dripping from my chin** They still...
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mortuusnox:
Oh yes, that is what metal is all about, PAIN. On that note, I'd like to wish you a happy Yule.
mortuusnox:
Who are you to presume what size women I like? Here's a pic of who I'm currently seeing minus her head for anonymity:
I'm not saying she's big, because I don't think she is, but she's not a twig. She's a normal, healthy woman. Of coarse, I like twigs too. You never know with me.
There aren't any metephysical shops around here anymore that I know of. I think there is one in Manteca, but I don't know what it is called. Whispered Prayers closed. Your best bet is the internet. Go to Witch vox. Its a web site. There should be some links to some good internet stores there.
Blessings...
Edited to add stuff and subtract stuff. Math is kewl!!!
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Here's a pic of who I'm currently seeing minus her head for anonymity:
I'm not saying she's big, because I don't think she is, but she's not a twig. She's a normal, healthy woman. Of coarse, I like twigs too. You never know with me.
There aren't any metephysical shops around here anymore that I know of. I think there is one in Manteca, but I don't know what it is called. Whispered Prayers closed. Your best bet is the internet. Go to Witch vox. Its a web site. There should be some links to some good internet stores there.
Blessings...
Edited to add stuff and subtract stuff. Math is kewl!!!
[Edited on Dec 23, 2004 2:47PM]
[Edited on Dec 23, 2004 2:48PM]
It is such a beautiful day today! The sound of rain is so soothing and meditative. I am supposed to go to San Francisco today but don't know if I feel up to the drive. It sucks not having any energy. I only have enough energy to sit in front of the window and stare into the sky. Wow! I am so lame! 
mortuusnox:
You definately need to get your ass to one of the aup events and let me know when you are going so I can go too. AUP is rather defunct since Kim & Chris lost the store (Whipered Prayers) They don't do much of anything. I'm involved with a coven off shoot, I'd invite you to that, but we are very selective of who we allow in. I'd have to get to know you better. Anyways, check out my prof, my band has a show next month and I'm posting a flyer in my pics thing and on my journal.
Bleh
Bleh
mortuusnox:
Hey, look ^ I changed mt psuedonym
forsaken_faith:
random crap
Well well well....It has been one hell of a week....First my old man broke up with me....I guess he couldn't handle a young goth chick....Oh well....Would have caused much more drama than I need....But after being single for 2 years and being celibate for over 1 year...it was nice to have someone to snuggle with....On to other things...My tattoo is healing quite well...Now only if...
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skrewbulb:
Any pics of the new tat at all? You show me yours I'll show you mine.
mortuusnox:
Happy Turkey day 
Today is my birthday so YAY for me...But as usual it is crappy...I don't know what it is about my birthday but it just seems that every year some drama happens and always ends up making my day really shitty...Yesterday I got socked in the jaw by my ex...I mean, what the hell? Did he travel 4 hours just to sock his ex-fiance?...Isn't love sweet?...It...
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mortuusnox:
Well, my unit is out of comision for about a month, I can't help you now, but later ... come n get it!
mortuusnox:
Laine says he quit because he's getting too old to be a struggling musician. He's only 26. Like you said, no use trying to define a musician. Besides, he's not a musician, he's a drummer. LOL! Bad joke, I know. Bleh