formicmessiah

better

so angry/confused/lonely/sad/hurt, yet remorseless

8 days until stiff little fingers in boston

Gogol Bordello was amazing. I do believe the only time I feel a part of humanity or at least not innately repulsed by the vast majority of it is when i can feel all those other bodies pressed against me and striving against each other. I don't know why the press of people, whom I would normally hate, fills me with elation and some srt...
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I love brownies and my roommates. Life is perhaps good.

So i had the opportunity to see something new, but i to be a good person/friend i can not pursue. how unfortunate

got my account back and am happy to say it might not be new but it is good.

So it has been a terrible week, i need something new in my life.