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So , life gets better ??? Looks like I'm heading for bankruptcy . It's my own fault honestly . Bought a car I can't afford , it got repo'd , and now I can't think of any other way to deal with things . I suppose I should look for work closer to home , but dammit , this is the first job I've had...
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Called off work today . I have a hour & a half drive each way every day & today I got stuck in traffic for a hour & couldn't take it anymore . So I called out sick . Fuck it .
I haz a good thing happening this Friday , but I don't want certain people to know about it so I can't write...
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So far , so good with out Paxil . I've noticed that I am in a more balanced humor . A lot less snapping in anger with out thinking , and surprisingly a lot more laughing at funny things . All in all , I think I made the right decision here . And while I'm posting this , let me say that I still...
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Ok , this may be a warning of sorts . I am done with taking anti depressants . I have tried different one's over the last 2 years & it's gotten to the point that I have no ambition . And I can't keep living like that . So either the world can take the real me or it can't . All I know is...
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Hell no . That's what I keep saying to this snow falling . But it doesn't stop . And I tweaked my back at work again last night , so I don't see me shoveling us out tomorrow . Hopefully I can find someone to come with a plow or something .

Yay , another boring weekend of me sitting at home so as to not spend money . Oh well , reaping what I sow I guess . I see that the Philly craft brewing festival is coming up in a couple months . Really am going to try to go to that . Maybe also the car show at the convention center . Car show...
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Anyone want a cat ? We have 4 foster kitties now & they're all really nice . But when they are all together they tend to get acting too big for their britches .
Eh , just a minor vent . They get running around late at night , making it hard for a light sleeper like me .
So , I guess summer is...
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Not much new to say , explains the lack of blogging . At least we've finally had some luck with the cats we are fostering . Last week someone adopted the full grown female we had ( finally ) . Now we have 2 kittens about to go . But we already have 2 new replacements lined up , so it'll be non stop fun...
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And now , it's question time . Assume that you've bought a new car . After driving it & paying for it a few months , you realize you really can't afford it . It's a nice car , with nothing wrong with it . But you have a long commute every day & it only gets about 26 mpg . Worse , you've seen...
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Still alive . Some what . I think I need to either change my anti depressants or up my dosage , as I'm feeling generally blah most of the time & over come with anger too often . Been trying my best to fight this off myself , but it gets hard .
One attempt I made was last night .Wasn't working so made plans...
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