Once I had a few favorite Suicide Girls , then the internet took them away from me ....
Yeah , I'm bitter , ok ? Anyway , I basically gearing myself up for another funeral . My GF's dad is on his deathbed . Cancer , need I say more ? I will admit to being curious about one part of it . He's going to be cremated . Now , that's what I want done to myself ( after any useful parts are harvested , that is ) so I'm interested to see how it affects the ceremonies . I'm sure this sounds morbid , but we've know it's coming for a few weeks now . And having gone through 2 funerals over the last 2 years for my own family ( both around this time of the year oddly enough ) , I've had about enough to last me for awhile . I have yet to hear from her today , so I don't know how things are there . She's been up to her parents since Saturday .
So I hope the holiday season is treating you all better then it's doing by us . I did get a laugh Saturday as I went to the local bookstore & as I was leaving there was a girl by the door dressed as a elf ( Santa was about to appear at the store ) . I suppose it's a living ...
Yeah , I'm bitter , ok ? Anyway , I basically gearing myself up for another funeral . My GF's dad is on his deathbed . Cancer , need I say more ? I will admit to being curious about one part of it . He's going to be cremated . Now , that's what I want done to myself ( after any useful parts are harvested , that is ) so I'm interested to see how it affects the ceremonies . I'm sure this sounds morbid , but we've know it's coming for a few weeks now . And having gone through 2 funerals over the last 2 years for my own family ( both around this time of the year oddly enough ) , I've had about enough to last me for awhile . I have yet to hear from her today , so I don't know how things are there . She's been up to her parents since Saturday .
So I hope the holiday season is treating you all better then it's doing by us . I did get a laugh Saturday as I went to the local bookstore & as I was leaving there was a girl by the door dressed as a elf ( Santa was about to appear at the store ) . I suppose it's a living ...
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cuntrebecca:
I don't really blame you for being curious. I feel the same way. This is got to be tough on you and your girl, and I really hate to hear that you have to go through this during "the most wonderful time of the year." Hang in there, bud. I hope you guys are able to find some joy anyway.
formerviking:
Just so y'all know , he passed away last night . From what my GF tells me , he was doped up enough that he felt nothing when the time came . I sometimes wonder if I'd rather do a slow fade into oblivion , or have something happen so fast so I don't even realize I'm dead . I guess there is something to be said about having some time to put your affairs into order , saying the goodbyes you want to say .