Random memories..
Two shiny nickels and a half pack of smokes.
That was the extent of what my pockets held not counting lint and wallet that was devoid of cash. My lighter seemed to have disappeared since leaving the Hill Street coffee house. This was a sad occurrence but since it was not my Zippo I did not hold a grudge.
It was chilly and...
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Two shiny nickels and a half pack of smokes.
That was the extent of what my pockets held not counting lint and wallet that was devoid of cash. My lighter seemed to have disappeared since leaving the Hill Street coffee house. This was a sad occurrence but since it was not my Zippo I did not hold a grudge.
It was chilly and...
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amelia:
I love you honey!
hellynn:
Well I am still running around 90 miles an hour.
The Maryland / Chicago trip was not bad just very draining.
Sometimes I relate very much to Fight Club. Speaking of which I am reading the book and it is very good.
My Life and My Rant...
Airport to Airport dazed conversations and the over all discomfort of cattle seating. Pretzels and coke leaving me...
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The Maryland / Chicago trip was not bad just very draining.
Sometimes I relate very much to Fight Club. Speaking of which I am reading the book and it is very good.
My Life and My Rant...
Airport to Airport dazed conversations and the over all discomfort of cattle seating. Pretzels and coke leaving me...
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dreamstar:
Baby baby baby... you can come to my house and rock my fake mahogany headboard anytime 
amillahhighlife:
not a problem compadre!! 
[Edited on Oct 08, 2004 4:21PM]
[Edited on Oct 08, 2004 4:21PM]
Busy Busy Busy, Tht is my life right now.
I picked up my 10 year clean and sober chip last night if anyone cares to know.
I am packing right now and will be hopping on a plane for Maryland in a couple of hours and will leave there on wednsday and go to Chicago for the remainder of the week.
If anyone is in...
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I picked up my 10 year clean and sober chip last night if anyone cares to know.
I am packing right now and will be hopping on a plane for Maryland in a couple of hours and will leave there on wednsday and go to Chicago for the remainder of the week.
If anyone is in...
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amillahhighlife:
Good for you ,y friend. thats a pretty big step! You are a strong man . You deserve that chip!!!
I know I suck and have not made any entries lately. The past couple of months have basicly sucked most of the time.
Yesterday I had an epipheny you might say. I have decided to change several things about myself and how I treat the world. Due to these decisions I have been VERY happy the last couple of days.
Amelia sent me a package....
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Yesterday I had an epipheny you might say. I have decided to change several things about myself and how I treat the world. Due to these decisions I have been VERY happy the last couple of days.
Amelia sent me a package....
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pokes:
Awesome, I'm glad to hear you're doing so well as of late. I've been busy too but unfortunately my life is in decline so pls excuse my aloofness. Haven't talked to you in a while and we only briefly acquianted ourselves initially so I'm here to extend the olive branch so to speak. I vow to try and be more active and involved in this community and this is just the first step I suppose. So... what's the secret to happiness?
kriss:
HEY man
have a safe trip
write me soon
I would love it!!
kisses
KRISS
have a safe trip
write me soon
I would love it!!
kisses
KRISS
Hey evryone:
Thanks for stoping by to say hey all of you guy's ROCK.
Sorry I have not updated much it seems that this is a very trying time in my life and I am destined to reavaluate where I stand on things. Work is a nightmare right now and my personal life seems to be subject to the whims of a storm tossed soul....
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Thanks for stoping by to say hey all of you guy's ROCK.
Sorry I have not updated much it seems that this is a very trying time in my life and I am destined to reavaluate where I stand on things. Work is a nightmare right now and my personal life seems to be subject to the whims of a storm tossed soul....
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pandamonium:
yay! you're back! 
yeah, i'm ............
muchos besitos para ti!
yeah, i'm ............
muchos besitos para ti!
amillahhighlife:
we luv ya mahn!!!
K feeling much better today.
I had forgotten my mother passed this month untill last night so last night kinda sucked. I guess that just helps to explain why I have been in such a shitty mood the last couple of weeks. I think I listened to Hurt by Jhonny cash on repeate for a little over 3 hours. I seem to have gotten it...
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I had forgotten my mother passed this month untill last night so last night kinda sucked. I guess that just helps to explain why I have been in such a shitty mood the last couple of weeks. I think I listened to Hurt by Jhonny cash on repeate for a little over 3 hours. I seem to have gotten it...
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kriss:
RESTING TODAY??
you should be!!
kisses
KRISS
you should be!!
kisses
KRISS
plasticeye:
You FUckiN Rock BrOthEr...................death does suck sometimes!..............take care of yourself man........hopefully ill see ya on chat soon!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok:
Hurt by Johnny Cash
JUST WOW.
Hurt by Johnny Cash
JUST WOW.
Well this week is better than last week but not by a lot.
I am feeling much better and it was nice to see a few people stop by.
Thank you:
Pandamonium
kriss
plasticeye
poke
amelia
LarryMillah
You guys ROCK.
Well work is still hectic due to several people leaving the company from my department. It would not have been so bad if several large...
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I am feeling much better and it was nice to see a few people stop by.
Thank you:
Pandamonium
kriss
plasticeye
poke
amelia
LarryMillah
You guys ROCK.
Well work is still hectic due to several people leaving the company from my department. It would not have been so bad if several large...
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amelia:
I miss talking with you....I feel so Empty I mean I'm a suicide girl ...and for the past week ..no one has commented in my journal..is that right?
plasticeye:
where ya been buddy............hope everything is goin good......take care.........you rock!!!!!
Well maybe I should not write here while in a depressed mood but that is where I am at today.
Last week was a very hard time for me and I have been burned out both physically and mentally due to it.
This weekend has helped me to relearn a lesson I should keep close to heart and not have to relearn.
Everywhere I turn...
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Last week was a very hard time for me and I have been burned out both physically and mentally due to it.
This weekend has helped me to relearn a lesson I should keep close to heart and not have to relearn.
Everywhere I turn...
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kriss:
hey man
going through a tough time?
chat me up I can listen as well as talk!!
kisses
hang in there we are not all bad!!
well...... not bad in a bad way!!
KRISS
going through a tough time?
chat me up I can listen as well as talk!!
kisses
hang in there we are not all bad!!
well...... not bad in a bad way!!
KRISS
amillahhighlife:
Sometimes it feels youa as strong as those around you. when thwey become weak. it's easy to point out the flaws in humanity. Don't lose yours. you ar mos def, goood people!! We all have hard weeks i do mos def!!! All the time. But you gotta take moment for yourself decompress escape, getaway, do whatever it takes to rekindle your passion. sometimes just some good ole fun is all we need. take it from Jay-Z Get that dirt off your shoulder, keep pushing forward my friend. it's gonna be aiiiight! aiiight?
Millah
Millah
Hey everyone:
Been a VERY hectic week and it is only tuesday. Three people have left from my department recently so the work load has pretty much tripled.
I woke up at 2am last night with a migrane that had me in a state of despair. Due to the migrane I feel very unrested today and in no way prepared for work.
I have a...
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Been a VERY hectic week and it is only tuesday. Three people have left from my department recently so the work load has pretty much tripled.
I woke up at 2am last night with a migrane that had me in a state of despair. Due to the migrane I feel very unrested today and in no way prepared for work.
I have a...
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kriss:
hey babe
missed you tonight....
I ha to sell soap (assholes)
oh well we all should bathe!!
hope to see you soon....
and really hoped your head did not expode after work call last night!!
kisses
KRISS
missed you tonight....
I ha to sell soap (assholes)
oh well we all should bathe!!
hope to see you soon....
and really hoped your head did not expode after work call last night!!
kisses
KRISS
pokes:
Thanks buddy. Your condolences were greatly appreciated. Incidentally, I'm sorry to hear you're falling victim to the dreaded migrane. I've been there and I feel your pain. I always try to use cold compresses on my forehead when I get one and it seems to help, if only ever so slightly. Just a thought.
I really like how you proceed to forwarn ppl that TV swallows souls before listing your favorite shows. I enjoyed that alot. Not that I don't agree with you. Also loved your lost your virginity to comment. I wasn't aware virgin boys were expected to perform. 
Anyways, haven't said hello in too long so I thought i would check in. Allow me to wrap up with a question: how was the day you quit consuming intoxicants the most humbling experience of your life? Just curious as I'm getting to that point myself. Stay cool kiddo, peace out.
I really like how you proceed to forwarn ppl that TV swallows souls before listing your favorite shows. I enjoyed that alot.
Not that I don't agree with you. Also loved your lost your virginity to comment. I wasn't aware virgin boys were expected to perform. Anyways, haven't said hello in too long so I thought i would check in. Allow me to wrap up with a question: how was the day you quit consuming intoxicants the most humbling experience of your life? Just curious as I'm getting to that point myself. Stay cool kiddo, peace out.I hope everyone had a good Friday the 13th and did some dasterdly deeds.
Mine was ok I sat around the house mostly. This weekens sucks cause I did not watch my budget and payday is monday.
This journal entry sucks I know not much here but I will add more later tonight or tomorrow.
I added some stupid pics go look if ya want....
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Mine was ok I sat around the house mostly. This weekens sucks cause I did not watch my budget and payday is monday.
This journal entry sucks I know not much here but I will add more later tonight or tomorrow.
I added some stupid pics go look if ya want....
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pandamonium:
how ya doin?
how ya doin?
pandamonium:
hope work simmers down soon so you can unload some of that tension. you're much cuter when you're not so stressed.
i'll see you soon. take care.
muah!
i'll see you soon. take care.
muah!
Ok:
I added a few more pictures and will be adding more soon hopefully. As usual I am at work right now and not having a whole lot of fun.
I need to get a new book but will wait till this weekend. I plan on getting a new tat sometime within the next week but things do not always work as I plan.
I...
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I added a few more pictures and will be adding more soon hopefully. As usual I am at work right now and not having a whole lot of fun.
I need to get a new book but will wait till this weekend. I plan on getting a new tat sometime within the next week but things do not always work as I plan.
I...
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hellynn:
I am it thats all you need to know
[Edited on Aug 14, 2004 7:19PM]
[Edited on Aug 14, 2004 7:19PM]
hellynn:
Im going to bed. I have work at 7 tomorrow morning. nice exchanging posts with you