It's almost 5 am... I just stumbled onto an email conversation (IT WAS IN MY FAVORITES AS AS LINK!) between my boyfriend and some 20 yr old girl he knows through his son, who's 20 or so. (I'm 26, my boyfriend is in his early 40s) I am completely disturbed by the message. I was described to this girl by Dave (my bf) as "emotionally...
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foreverloaded:
Hey. I'm going to apply for that job at Amazon. I'll be back later and answer everyone. Don't think I'm avoiding the subject or ignoring you. I MUST get this job- $3.25 more per hour/ zillion times less physical labor. yeah. OK- back in a few. 
chezgeek:
good luck with the job 
Don't Let It Bleed? (or, Building The Better Boner...)
Wtf???
Seasonale- "only four periods a year!"
"Fewer periods, more possibilities!"
(May cause fatal blood clots, increased risk in smokers, especially those over 35, also not recommended for those with heart-related conditions such as high blood pressure or certain types of cancer...)
They really think that stating "FDA approved!" makes it seem safe to me? Ha....
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Wtf???
Seasonale- "only four periods a year!"
"Fewer periods, more possibilities!"
(May cause fatal blood clots, increased risk in smokers, especially those over 35, also not recommended for those with heart-related conditions such as high blood pressure or certain types of cancer...)
They really think that stating "FDA approved!" makes it seem safe to me? Ha....
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foreverloaded:
lol. I know. It's insane. WHAT does running along a beach at sunset REALLY have to do with hygeine, anyway?
Mike- I don't know my schedule for the 30th yet, which means I still have time to ask for it off. So, as long as all else goes well- I would like to be there. I'll let you know beforehand so we can meet up. Wish me luck on it- I NEED to do something besides work for a change- believe me.
OK- off to sleep now. Another killer day ahead...
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Mike- I don't know my schedule for the 30th yet, which means I still have time to ask for it off. So, as long as all else goes well- I would like to be there. I'll let you know beforehand so we can meet up. Wish me luck on it- I NEED to do something besides work for a change- believe me.
OK- off to sleep now. Another killer day ahead...
[Edited on Jun 21, 2004 2:51AM]
foreverloaded:
Gawddd- how I wish I would have went to sleep then...
Still would be in the blissful ignorance of the Judas sleeping beside me...
Still would be in the blissful ignorance of the Judas sleeping beside me...
DEar God,
Please PLEASE give me boobs. All the other girls in my class already have them. I just started wearing a training bra, lord! Becky wears a REAL one. ok, I love you, jesus. and thanks! I owe ya one.
oh wait... damn it. Sorry!-
Got paid today and bought a Seventeen magazine on my way out the store. It has that effect on...
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Please PLEASE give me boobs. All the other girls in my class already have them. I just started wearing a training bra, lord! Becky wears a REAL one. ok, I love you, jesus. and thanks! I owe ya one.
oh wait... damn it. Sorry!-
Got paid today and bought a Seventeen magazine on my way out the store. It has that effect on...
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foreverloaded:
Um, yess I am "getting enough." I think.
lol. Hey- where ya been? I was starting to think you'd jumped ship. Hmm, I oughta update this sometime, ya think?
lol. Hey- where ya been? I was starting to think you'd jumped ship. Hmm, I oughta update this sometime, ya think?
honorofgalahad:
haha! Is it guilty of me to hoping maybe you weren't getting enough, yet? lol. Ok, i'll shut up.
I posted where I've been on my journal. Check it out for a good laugh.
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I posted where I've been on my journal. Check it out for a good laugh.
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punknitemike:
hi. i just saw yr post on the SGHole group, but i think that i heard that courtney has cancelled her tour due to her legal troubles. i'm not sure if this is true or not though.
where are you from? you seem like a rockin gal!
where are you from? you seem like a rockin gal!
punknitemike:
where are you from? maybe we can hang out sometime? are you going to any of the SGB shows? we should try to hang out sometime, i love meeting people from the site!
~Hello Lovelies. 
My schedule at work was changed, so I now have two (TWO!) whole days off. In a row, even. Miracles abound.
Well, my yo-yo (that's euphemism for my codependent relationship, a la harlequin, for those not in the know) has been on an upswing lately. However, the past 48 hours have had some tension, punctuated with snide remarks and random bitching, etc. haha....
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My schedule at work was changed, so I now have two (TWO!) whole days off. In a row, even. Miracles abound.
Well, my yo-yo (that's euphemism for my codependent relationship, a la harlequin, for those not in the know) has been on an upswing lately. However, the past 48 hours have had some tension, punctuated with snide remarks and random bitching, etc. haha....
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foreverloaded:
lmao. I'm on it.
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galaxies:
Hey hey! I just got your E-Mail. I'm on Yahoo IM as Spectre_555, and MSN with newtbrew@hotmail.com. Catch me online or something if you'd like.
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honorofgalahad:
Girl on floor with guitar in front of mirror in dress.
The possibilities...
The possibilities...
harlequin1971:
what's up 'sweets...no journals for me to comment on.
Not that I don't like this photo...but come on!
As you wish...so be it. Hope you had a good weekend.
I smoked too much, ate bad dominos pizzas, and spent seven hours at the jail to see her for a fricken hour...but it was WAY worth it. My siren, my muse...she will be the death of me.
How's your yo-yo?
Not that I don't like this photo...but come on!
As you wish...so be it. Hope you had a good weekend.
I smoked too much, ate bad dominos pizzas, and spent seven hours at the jail to see her for a fricken hour...but it was WAY worth it. My siren, my muse...she will be the death of me.
How's your yo-yo?
Finally had a day off from my job. Spent it sick as hell and/or sleeping. ughhh. 
blk_dragon:
Seems like that's what always happens to me. Last vacation I had I was puke sick for half and didn't eat anything for fear of keeping it down the other half. Hope you feel better. 
foreverloaded:
Thanks. I'm sure I will feel better... just in time for work tomorrow. 
That's how it goes sometimes.
That's how it goes sometimes. ughhh. This shit, aka my fucking life, is more like an endurance test for my psyche right now. I have been trying, in vain it turns out, for over 7 months to make this relationship work out and much to my own sacrifice. It seems like the more I fucking try to make it work the more he tries to ensure that it goes further... Read More
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honorofgalahad:
Ditch him.
Quite frankly, i was in a similar situation recently. Years invested... Ultimately, it was my fault as I did some shit a few years back that was the pinnacle of stupidity. She said she forgave me, but she never did. So, she was miserable, she was making miserable, and i'd spent a few years being Mr. Saint and bending over backwards to make her happy and forgiving everything she did.
So, she treated me like shit, all the time, never contributed anything to the relationship, wouldn't talk to me, and I finally got sick and tired and we broke up. Now, 6 months later, she wants back, but I don't yet have stupid tattoo'd to my forehead.
Quite frankly, i was in a similar situation recently. Years invested... Ultimately, it was my fault as I did some shit a few years back that was the pinnacle of stupidity. She said she forgave me, but she never did. So, she was miserable, she was making miserable, and i'd spent a few years being Mr. Saint and bending over backwards to make her happy and forgiving everything she did.
So, she treated me like shit, all the time, never contributed anything to the relationship, wouldn't talk to me, and I finally got sick and tired and we broke up. Now, 6 months later, she wants back, but I don't yet have stupid tattoo'd to my forehead.
foreverloaded:
Thanks for the comments. It is a tough thing to go through. My heart is a whore.