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Portsmouth, OH

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Thursday Jul 29, 2004

Jul 29, 2004
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Hey friends and fuckers.
I have been MIA for quite a while now.
Some of the time I spent being sick as fuck, in the hospital. Scary!
I'll tell some of you about that later.

The rest of the time I have spent resting up, going to interviews, working, drawing, smoking, being a weird freak that tends to isolate herself from everyone to the extreme of not answering her phone or going out. The world has been a mean dumb place lately and I like to hide out as much as possible. I am NOT made for Marlboro country!
I wish you all lived closer so you could come over & kick my ass and make me get out. I NEED to do something fun before summer completely dissipates. I am getting back into my depression bullshit, I believe. The isolating, the stress from hell- it always ends up in horrid deep severe depression that it sometimes takes actual YEARS to crawl out from. ughhh.
I am not ignoring any of you to be a bitch- I just have that weird antisocial part that I need to quit. I have always pushed away people that I care about or like. I don't know why. Well, yeah I do, but I still do it. My friends out here haven't heard from in months. Somebody spank me!

Well, love you guys and gals! Forgive me for hiding out!

*attn: Michael- I also prefer Long Painting. Thanks for thinking of me. I got yr message when I came home, I think 2 days later. I'm not going to say That I'll call- cuz that makes me NOT do it, so I'll say "I'm not calling" and we'll see what happens. hehe. *mwah* miss talking to you!
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menotyou:
Sounds to me like you have a severe lack of cool people to hang with.

You should come to Houston. We have a surplus of awesomeness.
Jul 30, 2004
punknitemike:
awww sweetie, what a wonderful surprise hearing from ya, really made my day! wink

PLEASE EMAIL MY YR #... I WILL CALL YOU!!!

and yr right, we need to hang out soon! yeah, im going to the kittie show next tuesday aug. 10th @ al rosa villa in columbus, u should come. i might even go to the show in cincy as well on the 12th, depends on how i feel & how good the columbus show is. i think a few peeps from the site are gonna make it out too! please try to come, call me!!!

yes, kings island! i havent been there in forever either! im meeting up with my buddy whathisnuts there, and then another buddy of mine just hooked me up with 2 free passes so im trying to find 2 peeps who might wanna go to kings island next saturday aug. 7th for free. one of these tixx has yr name on it if you want it, interested?

i'm definitely a boxers kinda guy! wink
Aug 1, 2004

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