A new post...already well ive got stuff going on in this little swede of mine.
Today its an old friends birthday, the first birthday ive missed celebrating in almost 6 years, feels really weird and the age old saying of 'You dont know what youve got till its gone' means something YET again!
Its at this point i should explain that this was one of my 2 best friends, a band mate and someone who ive known for like 10 years and lived with for 4 years, and im kinda torn up about it!
The whole ex thing lives on...we havent really spoken properly for while, prob more so on my behalf, i dont know what to think or feel anymmore, i know i love her, and i know that i want to be with her....whats REALLY killing me is that she knows how i feel...maybe its time just to give up...whatever will be will be and all that mallarky...fuck knows anymore....
On a brighter note and probably for the best....im going on holiday...yep all booked, all good, thanks to the parental units, i leave on Sept 11th for a week...staying in somones Villa...answers to be published shortly ahhaha good ole connections in the family...this will be my first holiday in over 11 years...weird aint it!
Oh oh and another peircing has graced my face...well kinda face, i got my other ear done and stretched to 3mm, while the other one appears to be a 6mm! DAMMIT ahhaha ahwell 2 in the space of a few days after years of nothingness! sweet! shocked at myself but Sweet!!!
Dammit forgot to take pics of my latest creation..as in my art...its looking ok! ok next blog I WILL post pics of my new holes and my sketches...that will eventually turn into paintings...
Hope all is good, im actually enjoying SG for once!!!
Tim x
Today its an old friends birthday, the first birthday ive missed celebrating in almost 6 years, feels really weird and the age old saying of 'You dont know what youve got till its gone' means something YET again!
Its at this point i should explain that this was one of my 2 best friends, a band mate and someone who ive known for like 10 years and lived with for 4 years, and im kinda torn up about it!
The whole ex thing lives on...we havent really spoken properly for while, prob more so on my behalf, i dont know what to think or feel anymmore, i know i love her, and i know that i want to be with her....whats REALLY killing me is that she knows how i feel...maybe its time just to give up...whatever will be will be and all that mallarky...fuck knows anymore....
On a brighter note and probably for the best....im going on holiday...yep all booked, all good, thanks to the parental units, i leave on Sept 11th for a week...staying in somones Villa...answers to be published shortly ahhaha good ole connections in the family...this will be my first holiday in over 11 years...weird aint it!
Oh oh and another peircing has graced my face...well kinda face, i got my other ear done and stretched to 3mm, while the other one appears to be a 6mm! DAMMIT ahhaha ahwell 2 in the space of a few days after years of nothingness! sweet! shocked at myself but Sweet!!!
Dammit forgot to take pics of my latest creation..as in my art...its looking ok! ok next blog I WILL post pics of my new holes and my sketches...that will eventually turn into paintings...
Hope all is good, im actually enjoying SG for once!!!
Tim x
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I know sometimes it's hard to move on, but you will one day and then it's likely you could be friends once more. Well, I hope it works out for you that way.