foreshadowboxer

man o man. man fine minutes spent with kiva on the phone today. they added up to at least an hour and a half but it kept me out of the sun and in my cool place. i watch a little clone high and read from various books around me. getting my carpet clean on wednesday so it is going to look way nice.

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busy busy busy! work is kicking my ass. too many patients. too much blood. so little concentration. plus this texas heat is melting my ambitions away. oh well.

this weekend my san marcos friend, kathy, had her daughter. it was touch and go for the first few hours of the baby's life but she is doing great. She is the cutest little thing i have...
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don't have much to say at this time. i am tired of work. tired of the heat. tired of this town. in general, i am tired. i barely get five hours of sleep a night. just as i am getting in to the groove of a good dream the alarm goes off. i wish most of my friends lived closer. as it stands i have...
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today i feed my sweet tooth in many ways. first i feasted upon Dreyer's Dreamery Black Raspberry Avalanvhe ice cream. A scrumptious treat on a hot day, devoured whole and with a smile. gave my stomach a little alcohol to play with and deliver to my mind. also made a unique meal consisting of angel hair paste, garlic, veggies and various oils and spices. to...
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got so much to do this week and so little time to make play. i have to get my car fixed AGAIN!!! those fucks keep making it worse now i am losing my steering capablities. plus i have a medical procedure on friday which totally messes up my weekend plans, not to mention my trip to reno. god i need to get out there and...
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Here they are, the links to my memorial weekend shots:

http://homepage.mac.com/market_assassin/PhotoAlbum43.html

http://homepage.mac.com/market_assassin/PhotoAlbum45.html

what good are memories when they only hurt you?

seriously, why did i go and put myself in a position to care about someone. i didn't move to texas to care, honestly. where does it put me in comparison to my goals of complete and total hermit? should i backtrack to a time when i was happy to around people not awkward around them? how...
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(this entry is from yesterday but i didn't get around to posting till today)

okay, so i had to work today and i feel it is the start of my birthday week. i am tired and hungry to begin with so i get home and shave my head and shower. beard still going strong and in full command of the situation. i hit up the...
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oh yes, i didn't have to get up at five am for work (actually it would have been 4am if i felt good enought to workout). i got to lay in my bed, hold my pillow close and let loose a flood of dreams to soothe my weakened spirits. tonight i think i am going to work on some new photos and play around with...
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i love veggie heaven, mighty tasty.