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I think I became a fan of R.D. Laing in about 2003.



This was after being lectured by a very insprational person.

Since reading more and more of his thoughts, I came upon a book he wrote called Knots, called so after the Knots we get ourselves in.

http://www.oikos.org/knotsen1.htm

The opening page reads ..............

"They are playing a game, they are playing at not playing...
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Damn ! I have had a shit day! Why? Bored, thats why !

I have been bored and understimulated, in my room 101 boredom is my number one fear!
I could feel myself going down and down with the lack of stimulation and challenge, God if I'd have stayed at home I could have wrote a musical, built a small castle or critiqued the Bible....
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Did you ever have one of those ideas that are really just the greatest ideas in the world?
You know the ones that are going to change the course of the universe, or so it seems at the time!
Well, I had one this morning.

Out of the blue and unplanned I decide to take some photos of myself, so what I hear you ask...
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I feel a little unsettled at the moment ladies and gentlemen, as you know I am moving to live closer to my new job. The kitchen and bathroom have been pretty unimportant and they have gotten a bit worse for wear.
So, before the house goes up for sale a new bathroom and kitchen is being fitted.and both rooms are happening at the same time!...
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Well, I feel fucking excellent! I feel inspired, upbeat and generally very fucking OK. Times like this are always a reminder that down times will end (for me) and that it's how I roll with them that is the "answer".
I was in the gym at 7 a.m. this morning and I think that always helps, it makes me feel invigorated, 20 mins on the...
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YES! I'm soooooooooooooo 'effing excited, I just got my tickets to see It Bites on Saturday! ! ! ! ! !


http://www.myspace.com/itbites

Love yers loads!

xxx

God, where is the time going?? So, I'm off for a few days (6 in total) which is really cool and really needed.

Lately, still wrapped up in moving house , well, getting my house ready to sell, looking for new house. Getting my head round my new job which starts on the 15th. Leaving my collegues, etc,etc,etc.

It's a 75 mile drive from home...
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Well, heres the situation. I have been offered a great job, great money, great opportunity to advance and become a more specialised therapist. However, I will have to move and relocate, but wait they will give me a wad of money to help with the relocation! Before, you tell me that its a no brainer, I already know that.

When they told me (which was...
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Infection gone. Thank God, having a wee should never be a teeth gritting experience!
Had a blast last night drinkning in a very swish hotel with my colleagues, it reminded me of how empowering being around like minded people is, which is also how I feel about this site really.
Making connections and finding identification with people who are prepared to look at things with...
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Wide awake at 5 am! WTF ??

Nah, only kidding its cool, sleep is for losers ! Once again only kidding, mad week pending which is good, erm, various stuff. Mostly music stuff, performing 3 of my songs thursday night which I'm really looking forward too.
If only the world could hear my songs.......(sighs) ah well, guess me and 29 million other people wish that...
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Look don't laugh OK. Tonight, I am going for an audition with a New wave/Punk band.

I met them last week and they sound good enough to me, so tonight it's their turn to check me out!

The bass player has a very gutteral sound to say the least! Get that plectrum goin' boy!

They havn't got any gigs yet, although it could be a...
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