If your looking for a recipe sorry but today I am in a bad place and have the need to talk about it
Are there any words in the english language that hurt more than "I think you are wonderful and you will make some lady very happy one day." or "I don't want to ruin our friendship." I think not, I have come to hate these and wish I could be that selfcenterd swine that I have to clean up after when they break a ladys heart. But alas I cannot and fear I will forever be alone and unable to give my love to anyone.
Lately I have been feeling more and more angry at any couple I see or even hear about. Full of hate and loating, I wonder where these feelings come from. I used to love everyone, From a dear friend to a problem customer, nothing really bothered me. But now somthing is diffrent and I would throttle somone as soon as look at them.
I am tired of feeling alone and need some way to get rid of this feeling I am afraid that if I don't find someone soon I will loose all hope and become bitter shell of what I am now.
Are there any words in the english language that hurt more than "I think you are wonderful and you will make some lady very happy one day." or "I don't want to ruin our friendship." I think not, I have come to hate these and wish I could be that selfcenterd swine that I have to clean up after when they break a ladys heart. But alas I cannot and fear I will forever be alone and unable to give my love to anyone.
Lately I have been feeling more and more angry at any couple I see or even hear about. Full of hate and loating, I wonder where these feelings come from. I used to love everyone, From a dear friend to a problem customer, nothing really bothered me. But now somthing is diffrent and I would throttle somone as soon as look at them.
I am tired of feeling alone and need some way to get rid of this feeling I am afraid that if I don't find someone soon I will loose all hope and become bitter shell of what I am now.
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Yeah, I've had relationships and such, but I've been rejected more than I've been wanted....
It never gets easier.
Take that rage just a little, embrace it, and let it flow through you and allow it to help you learn more about yourself....and oddly, that will help you realize that there's passion in that dark space.
Believe me, it's true ♥
Girls are so messed up. They go for the douchebags and never see that someone better is there.
You're the kind of person, that when you find love, the story of your love will be the kind in novels and movies.
It will be worth it. You are just searching for the woman that will return everything you have to give. Don't waste your love on some average bitch