My mother called me. Not unusual, just unexpected. She needed my Social Security Number. Just in case something happened to her.
As some of you know she is being shipped to Iraq on Feb. 3 2009. I balled like a baby. I lie to myself and many others saying "She's a fighter, and I know She'll be fine. But I'm lying to myself. I didn't have her growing up. I have her now.
I cry a lot, I try and hide it but I do. I haven't been a very good son. I'm not putting myself down, it's just the truth.
I never told her that she means the world to me. That she truly is the most important thing in my life. If I end half as amazing as my mom, then I will be truly surprised.
I love her so much. And I am so scared!
As some of you know she is being shipped to Iraq on Feb. 3 2009. I balled like a baby. I lie to myself and many others saying "She's a fighter, and I know She'll be fine. But I'm lying to myself. I didn't have her growing up. I have her now.
I cry a lot, I try and hide it but I do. I haven't been a very good son. I'm not putting myself down, it's just the truth.
I never told her that she means the world to me. That she truly is the most important thing in my life. If I end half as amazing as my mom, then I will be truly surprised.
I love her so much. And I am so scared!
toribell:
you should tell her this. :/