I really wish I didn't have to work tomorrow..
and that it somehow was the middle of a week and not a saturday night..
same story.. different week.. someone i am/was starting to like.. likes someone else.. and her and that someone else are now dating..
I really want/need to just put on music and go for a walk until i can watch the sun come up but it'll be busy and crowded out with it being the weekend and i have to work tomorrow..
i really just want to walk across an unbroken field of snow right now and stop thinking and feeling things.. for just a little while at least. i really want my head to be that unmarred blanket of snow..
fuck it.. where are my shoes? no snow or sunrise.. but anything will help right now..
i forgot how beautiful this song is.
and that it somehow was the middle of a week and not a saturday night..
same story.. different week.. someone i am/was starting to like.. likes someone else.. and her and that someone else are now dating..
I really want/need to just put on music and go for a walk until i can watch the sun come up but it'll be busy and crowded out with it being the weekend and i have to work tomorrow..
i really just want to walk across an unbroken field of snow right now and stop thinking and feeling things.. for just a little while at least. i really want my head to be that unmarred blanket of snow..
fuck it.. where are my shoes? no snow or sunrise.. but anything will help right now..
i forgot how beautiful this song is.
And I'm sorry man.
How's life? I read your lj all the time.. but often forget to comment... I'm a crap-friend, I know.. andyway, I hope things are ok!