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huzzah! they sort of resemble pants* now.
(these would be the pants i've worked at a half hour here, a half hour there for the last month or so..)
my body apparently decided i didn't need to sleep tonight so i traded in laying in bed being frusturated about being awake for being productive..
i just sort of wish i had more faith in myself...
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(these would be the pants i've worked at a half hour here, a half hour there for the last month or so..)
my body apparently decided i didn't need to sleep tonight so i traded in laying in bed being frusturated about being awake for being productive..
i just sort of wish i had more faith in myself...
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shiro_hikaru:
I hate hate hate hate hate making pants, last time I tried I failed horribly and my prince pants turned out to be some odd pair of yoga pants with no actual belt of way of holding it up without tucking them like a towel around your waist.
ametrine:
ugh. death to pants
I hope they turn out for you. Make sure you post when they are done. If you keep us updated it will keep reminding me that I have like......6 garments to make by the end of the month so that maybe I'll actually start one day.
I hope they turn out for you. Make sure you post when they are done. If you keep us updated it will keep reminding me that I have like......6 garments to make by the end of the month so that maybe I'll actually start one day.
tonight was one of those nights where i'm torn if i want surgery to have my libido removed altogether or someone brainwashes me into being a celibate monk for a few years until i can figure this stupid shit out..
*kicks the wall.. hard.. with his steel toes on...*
but..may 27th is coming soon-ish.. so.. woo!!
*kicks the wall.. hard.. with his steel toes on...*
but..may 27th is coming soon-ish.. so.. woo!!
cottser:
true, less than a month now.
today feels like one big long mean practical joke.
**edit**
well.. nothing like family to make you feel better.. and for a change.. this isn't sarcasm.. sure.. my life sort of feels like it's at a standstill.. it's better than a nosedive like most of my relatives...
**edit**
well.. nothing like family to make you feel better.. and for a change.. this isn't sarcasm.. sure.. my life sort of feels like it's at a standstill.. it's better than a nosedive like most of my relatives...
katblue:
very very true. 
cottser:
hmm, alright. glad things are maybe looking up. or at least forward?
so.. the sg canada east gala thinger/it'snotprom has been announced for may 27th.. and i'm dj-ing.. wee!!
bunch of stuff i'm going to try to keep focusing on to think happy thoughts..
but.. last tuesday night's events are still weighing heavily on me.. there's a hundred songs i could quote to sum up how i feel but i think
good morning heartache, like an old...
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bunch of stuff i'm going to try to keep focusing on to think happy thoughts..
but.. last tuesday night's events are still weighing heavily on me.. there's a hundred songs i could quote to sum up how i feel but i think
good morning heartache, like an old...
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tyglon:
No worries on the london bowling and dinner stuff bud.. I'm not blaming anyone other than the evil universe that seems to be out to make sure we're all way too damned busy..
so.. tonight was really really fucking hard..
i saw/hung out with *her*.
i think i made myself be normal.. i hope i did.. i really just wanted to stay in a dark little corner today but that's been my reaction in the past and it hasn't served me well..
i think i managed to follow my mantra in situations like this..
i got it fucking...
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i saw/hung out with *her*.
i think i made myself be normal.. i hope i did.. i really just wanted to stay in a dark little corner today but that's been my reaction in the past and it hasn't served me well..
i think i managed to follow my mantra in situations like this..
i got it fucking...
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cottser:
Neat, I like it.
katblue:
*hug*
hope ya feel better soon,
*hug*
hope ya feel better soon,
the show tonight was good.. had fun dj-ing when the birthday massacre finished..
i was surprised how many people stayed and for so long tonight after TBM finished their set.. it didn't seem too many people had left when i was done my set.
however.. the 4 hours of sleep last night.. and the running errands/working at the bar since 1pm has killed me..
food.....
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i was surprised how many people stayed and for so long tonight after TBM finished their set.. it didn't seem too many people had left when i was done my set.
however.. the 4 hours of sleep last night.. and the running errands/working at the bar since 1pm has killed me..
food.....
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cottser:
The lack of sleep can definitely be killer.
ametrine:
Aw I like your pointy hair. I'm jealous....but I don't think I could pull off the pointy hair very well.
Next time we will have to actually meet and you can be in some of those picures.
Next time we will have to actually meet and you can be in some of those picures.
wow.. what the hell happened last night??
i did not drink any more than i normally do in a night out.. i ate food.. (not alot but.. more than i have other nights before going) but wow.. it hit me really hard last night..
and alas.. no out of town trip for me tonight.. BUT.. i do get to dj.. wee!!
now i'm off to...
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i did not drink any more than i normally do in a night out.. i ate food.. (not alot but.. more than i have other nights before going) but wow.. it hit me really hard last night..
and alas.. no out of town trip for me tonight.. BUT.. i do get to dj.. wee!!
now i'm off to...
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arden:
awww muffin, that is stupid they make you work that little...and thank you
ametrine:
I will definitely be at TBM.... I take it I will see you there....
I've been looking forward to this show. I need a break from all the exam cramming.
I've been looking forward to this show. I need a break from all the exam cramming.
so.. i'm still alive.. haven't updated in awhile.. haven't had anything good i wanted to talk about.. and i'm really making a concentrated effort to stop dwelling on the bad..
life is still confusing and it's making me want to kick it in it's shin..
heard lots of good news, lots of bad news.. there's one thing that may work out that'll be amazing..
i...
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life is still confusing and it's making me want to kick it in it's shin..
heard lots of good news, lots of bad news.. there's one thing that may work out that'll be amazing..
i...
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cottser:
Yeah, the lost hour was actually a surprise for me, and I ended up getting 5 hours sleep that night instead of 6, blah.
Abstract entries can be fun, so rock on.
Abstract entries can be fun, so rock on.
katblue:
lol...uh, we're not actually coding...we're just doing it in 'design mode'. yes, yes, i know. not even real web design, stiop laughing at me!!!! 
I just can't figure out how to do shit. It's all good. poo.
I just can't figure out how to do shit. It's all good. poo.
well.. i haven't updated in awhile..
just haven't felt all that great.. not sick.. just.. not in a good mood at all..
keep trying to figure something out but.. i sadly don't seem to be able to come to any sort of conclusion..
no matter what course of action i think i'm coming to.. i see something very wrong with it.. and try to re-think...
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just haven't felt all that great.. not sick.. just.. not in a good mood at all..
keep trying to figure something out but.. i sadly don't seem to be able to come to any sort of conclusion..
no matter what course of action i think i'm coming to.. i see something very wrong with it.. and try to re-think...
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katblue:
feel better soon!!!!
and yeah, taxes suck.
and yeah, taxes suck.
katblue:
there's a nest in the building i think.
yeah, that's right. i live in the ghetto.
yeah, that's right. i live in the ghetto.
hmm... i just realized.. from the date i placed my order.. my ipod should be here within a couple days...
i'm still actually kind of upset that the case i ordered for it got here the first business day.. but the ipod itself.. no sign yet and it's now been a week.. just a big tease.. (and i sit and look at the case and...
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i'm still actually kind of upset that the case i ordered for it got here the first business day.. but the ipod itself.. no sign yet and it's now been a week.. just a big tease.. (and i sit and look at the case and...
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ametrine:
That dvd has Nosferatu AND Metropolis. Two of my favourite old horror movies....and Little Shop of Horrors too, hahahahah. I bet one of those dvds could keep me entertained for DAYS.
PS. Gold stars?? Do you really know where New Lowell is? I don't believe you.
PS. Gold stars?? Do you really know where New Lowell is? I don't believe you.
paintedbat:
Thanks I hope so too
bowling was nice today.. fun to be out with an entirely new group of people.. much fun had by all..
it was also really nice to not work on a sunday again.. sadly.. i am now almost out of vacation hours at work for time off..
i really need to find that suitcase of cash.. or be offered a better paying job.. i'm really really...
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it was also really nice to not work on a sunday again.. sadly.. i am now almost out of vacation hours at work for time off..
i really need to find that suitcase of cash.. or be offered a better paying job.. i'm really really...
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and thanks.