flyonwall

there are days when i really love how random and haphazard my life is..

i left the house 4 hours ago to go to the bank and get a haircut..

i came home with some nice new pants and shirts among other things and i'm now going with a friend's band to a show they're playing at CBGB's next saturday..

randomness at it's best..

so... i no longer have a car..

*has a moment of silence and lights a road flare in memory*

as i mentiond in my lj (for the whole.. 1 or maybe 2 of you on here that are on my friends list there), it felt like i was putting down an old sick pet.. there was too much wrong with it to begin with.. and...
Read More

so.. the gary numan show was good.. his stuff was alot heavier than i expected it to be and i was happily surprised at this..

i was not so happily surprised when car died on the gardiner on the way to toronto..

so tomorrow.. or.. from the time.. later today.. i'm busing back to toronto to pick it up.. because.. i figured it out and...
Read More

Does anyone know good parking lots near the Mod Club? I'm going to see Gary Numan on friday and i've never been there before so I don't know that area too well..

so.. another weekend.. met another girl that blew me away..

i think most of this lately is me forcing myself to look at people beyond the person i've had a crush on for the last year or so but.. it will never work.. i tried and was shut down a few months ago.. i expected as much.. but.. it seems when i like someone.. i...
Read More

i wrote this more than a year ago..

and tonight was the sequel sort of.. i've seen her around a few places/times but.. never really knew her name to go introduce myself/etc... but tonight.. met and and ended up hanging out with her and a couple other people i sorta know/am becoming friends with for an hour or so after the bar..and she was really...
Read More

you know.. as nice a feeling as it is.. i'm kind of tired of suddenly blinking and having a stupidly large crush on someone..

on the plus side.. she's single and i know this.. on the not so plus side.. she was almost married to the guy..

i'll never get tired of this. . .

well.. this i mean..

the feeling.. yes.. very tired of it..

the feeling of not knowing which one i am.. or.. which one i'm more of.. is the worst part.

more bitching about the new "improved" ?? layout..

why the hell are there still ads in the *middle* of a (poorly designed) webpage?

the little banners at the top never really bothered me.. but.. the ones in the middle of the page did.. so i tried to turn the ads off.. and well.. the little ads the top are gone.. but.. still there.. smack dab...
Read More

still don't like this new layout but... nothing i can really do about it except leave and i can't see myself doing that.

slowly getting used to it.. it's just.. awkward... i'd like to know how to decided the criteria for what to show up where.. (like messages.. i've gotten like.. 5 ever on the site.. ever.. i don't need a big inbox of no...
Read More

so.. i officially don't like this new layout..

maybe once i get used to it.. it'l be ok.. but right now.. i think it shite..

i've looked this morning before work but thought it was just because i'm tired but i can't seem to find "friends journal" page thingy like there used to be anywhere..

and.. i don't know.. it's a little graphical for me.....
Read More

i really hate this vicious cycle..

i need a new job or i'm going to have a melt down at work and start throwing chairs and stuff..

it's gotten to the point that i'm almost ready to just pick up my stuff and leave if one bad thing happens at work.. things keep changing and they keep demanding more for no extra compensation... and.. on...
Read More