So at work, I run into a fair amount of beautiful women, respect your local postal employees, but I never have issues talking to them, albeit work related conversations; once upon a time even those were a challenge for me. Anyhow, between them and everyone else I encounter, I have made great personal gains at being able to approach people in public but its still a struggle sometimes, none so much as yesterday though...
Though let me begin by saying that I'm not deluded into thinking this girl is my soul mate or anything like that, just a fascinating and captivating individual that I'd just like to get to know... with that said...
Let me set the scene; Its a beautiful, slightly grey, saturday morning, around 6:30am. I just made a delivery at the post office and decided to stop at the Dunkin Donuts around the corner. After spending forever trying to find a place to park my mammoth truck, I go inside and place my order, the cashier laughs as I realize I forgot my wallet in said truck, so I ran back out and retrieved it and upon returning, I see her...
She is absolutely breathtaking, long gorgeous blue tipped hair, a galaxy trapped inside her stunning eyes and upon opening the door for her, she blesses me with a smile that could melt the vilest of hearts. Suddenly, I panic, it rushes over me, I need to know her, I need to figure how to create a conversation.
We reach the register where the cashier still has my order on hold, Ha! my chance! I told the cashier to go ahead and take her order and just add it to mine, Genius! I pay for her breakfast, she'll have to talk to me! Nooo! The cashier misunderstood and cleared my order to take hers, which she pays for herself *sigh* But wait, she orders the same drink I did, a caramel macchiato, another chance presents itself and all my suave mouth can muster is "Nice choice" as I stupidly point out mine in front of me (apparently it was made while I was getting my wallet). She laughs and moves on, I'm devastated at this point, I get the rest of my food while they are making her drink and I leave. I get back in my truck and I can't get her smile out of my head, I pull around the corner and there she is, sitting on a bench, enjoying her drink and listening to music (I assume, she had ear buds in). One last chance I think to myself as I set my brakes and start to get out of my truck to say something to her when I realized someones behind me, they honk and I'm clearly too big to drive around, so I panic, get back in and just honk and wave at her as I drive off to finish my morning route.
Kicking myself the entire way.
Now a full day has passed and I still can't get her out of my mind, and with no other ideas of how to find her, short of stalking that DD on a daily basis hoping to eventually run into her again. Which is of course stalkerish and no way would I want to engage with me if someone did that, not to mention the impossibility of that as I don't have the same route everyday.
So, my blue tipped angel, I wish you nothing but the most wondrous of lives and hope our paths cross again one day and we're able to have an actual conversation.