I know it might seem cliche and it's been a while since I've done my blog homework. So forgive me if my answer borders on basic bitch status... but that actually fits in well with my little assignment, seeing as my best friend is a bitch. lol. She's blonde with big eyes and an even bigger heart. She's a fantastic cuddler and sleeps in my bed almost every night. I've had my female Pitbull Jet, by my side since she was 2 months old. This blog stood out to me and i couldn't ignore spilling my guts, especially after the events that have unfolded recently.
This week, I found out some devastating news about my 9 yr old Pitty. She has Cancer and her time is limited. This dog means more to me then any animal and most people I have ever had in my life. She is my ride or die.... my skate partner... the reason I have never had to sleep alone... or feel unsafe and has always been there to comfort me. She is empathetic, compassionate and shown me what true unconditional love really is, more so then any human could ever manage. Jet is also my son's therapy dog and they have a very special relationship. More than anything this little grrl is my BEST FRIEND.
I haven't even told my children yet... I am still trying to process the reality of it all myself.... but I intend to, after I go over some grieving material and books or movies with them. I also plan on taking Jet to the beach and on summer adventures to make her last few months memorable and beautiful not just for her sake but for my family as well. Thankfully, Jet is not yet in pain so I wont be putting her down until it is absolutely necessary, and when I do, it will be in the comfort of our own home surrounded by the family and friends that love and adore her. I can't even imagine what life without her could be like. I want her cremated, So my children and I can spread her ashes. I have a very special and private place picked out already and the rest will be put away at home, on my alter to be honored.
I am HEART BROKEN and have not cried as hard as I did at my vets office and for hours afterwords, as I did this week. I am so lucky to have such a supportive family/pack who will help to be sure my baby enjoy's her remaining time and I don't completely lose my shit in the process. The Universe is constantly reminding me of how fragile and precious life can be. And I feel fortunate to have been given the chance to connect with such a special soul and am grateful with what ever time I have left with her... because we aren't even close to giving up yet. We still have to much trouble to cause.
Thanx @rambo and @missy for letting me share
