Nic is gone. I miss her. I'm such a freak
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Friday May 28, 2004
So the interesting thing about N. and myself is that we both wish to … -
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Thursday May 27, 2004
Quiet day. Hiked to North Beach, only to find that the equipment stor… -
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Wednesday May 26, 2004
The violence thing is going away (which always makes me happy) to be … -
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Tuesday May 25, 2004
3 weeks unemployed. I keep waiting for something to happen. It's not … -
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Monday May 24, 2004
And alcohol is STILL such a bad idea.... A thought has been runnin… -
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Saturday May 22, 2004
Feeling mostly better. Still a little tired. I'm hoping to go to Yose… -
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Friday May 21, 2004
Feeling a bit sick still. My lungs don't want to clean out. Another h… -
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Thursday May 20, 2004
Lately, I've been hit by this huge wave of self-doubt. And insomnia. … -
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Wednesday May 19, 2004
Yay! Not sick. Insomnia last night so I barely slept, and I'm tired a… -
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Tuesday May 18, 2004
Almost not sick!!!! I'm torn between going out and having a real l…
Indeed, too much drama. Last year, I had none. But I had also come down, and managed to fly below everyone's radar for the entire year. No one knew I existed, and I was good with that. This year, I am not that lucky. There were a few things that occured in my life up North, that a few people, namely my boss was aware of. Needless to say, they have tasked themselves with making sure I am out and about and distracted. Which really makes them good friends, so I am lucky in that respect.
Unfortunately what I am learning is that when you are out and in any community, is that you will see the drama, and it will find you...particularly small towns like this, and even to an extent places like SG. I see drama amongst a large population here, that has never even met each other. I would like to think humans are more evolved than the 4 year olds in the sandbox trying to take each others toys, and saying I do not want to play with you no more!
Sorry for the derailment!
~cheers