Yay! Not sick. Insomnia last night so I barely slept, and I'm tired and dehydrated, but hey, I'm not sick. And thanks to various picture posting I'm horny as hell but too tired to do anything about it.
Wish me luck today as I actually leave the apartment....
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Oh, and let me re-iterate: yesterday I took and put up in my pics section my very first naked internet pictures, under "white towel". Take a look, I'm trolling for attention
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Random thought: even "unclassifiable" is a classification. I guess that's like does the set of all sets not containing themselves include itself...... (god I love math)
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(shameless arrogance and self-promotion follow)
I was reading this thread, and several people said "they know what they are doing, they are better than you". And I thought "Mmmm, not me". Olivia is very good, I'm sure. S5 also. I'm better. Yes, that's a very cocky attitude. I just spent 3.5 years at Sun working on Solaris. I worked with the best of the best of the best. Yes, I was just their lackey. Which just makes me the best of the best. Meaning, I don't want to knock anyone. This site runs great, and it's very impressive (except a few little speed issues I have with viewing pics). Anyway, the point is, if I'm so damn good, why haven't I done anything for a while.....
My God!! I miss writing code. It's what I do. Some people watch tv, follow sports. flirt. whatever. breathe. I make computers do insane things. I know a metric shitload* about OS's and crypto and programming languages and networking. And, yes, I'm a pointlessly arrogant son of a bitch about it. It's the only way I can keep pushing myself.
The point. It's time for me to start a real project. If anyone is interested in that kind of thing, I'm gonna write IKE (the ipsec keying daemon) in python. It's not like I don't know the technology. I just spent 3 years doing it. And maybe it will help clear up any frustration and hopelessness before it sets in....
End blatant, pointless arrogance....
In less heavy handed news, I got outside for a little while today. Yay for Good Vibrations. I live walking distance from the Polk street store. The staff knows me. I'm there a lot. I love that place. Argh, too many cute tatooed girls working there. And I feel it's too cliched to hit on a girl at a sex shop
Walked around. Read my new porn. Read about the design of AES. (i love math, i love crypto. i'm a freak)
What I didn't do was quit smoking But, I think that will come with having a bit more purpose/goal with my life. I don't like living this aimless existence.
Argh. Thanks for all the compliments on my pictures. That makes it all worthwhile. I never realized I was such an attention whore
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A quick apology. I don't want to be an arrogant asshole. It's just my way of psyching myself into doing something, you know. And in this whole big funky world, coding is the one thing I know I do really well...
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Thanks to copious free time and my dirty mind on the dirty talk board, I have hit 100 posts!
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*That's a qualitative shitload, as opposed to the_cheat's quantitave shitload....
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I just noticed, I'm started to get a little depressed. Not sure what's up with that. I need sleep, exercise, meditation, and a girl-friend, or at least a good hookup....
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I feel like someone reached into my head and turned off the happy switch. I've been feeling pretty good for a couple of months, but now...
insomnia, losing my confidence, feeling really lonely.
Also, I'm wondering about SGSF. I suspect I would fit in, but I'm not quite sure. For some reason that's been bothering me today.
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It's 4 in the morning and I'm still awake. I think my body is seriouly pissed off at how I treat it
Wish me luck today as I actually leave the apartment....
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Oh, and let me re-iterate: yesterday I took and put up in my pics section my very first naked internet pictures, under "white towel". Take a look, I'm trolling for attention
------------------------------------
Random thought: even "unclassifiable" is a classification. I guess that's like does the set of all sets not containing themselves include itself...... (god I love math)
------------------------------------
(shameless arrogance and self-promotion follow)
I was reading this thread, and several people said "they know what they are doing, they are better than you". And I thought "Mmmm, not me". Olivia is very good, I'm sure. S5 also. I'm better. Yes, that's a very cocky attitude. I just spent 3.5 years at Sun working on Solaris. I worked with the best of the best of the best. Yes, I was just their lackey. Which just makes me the best of the best. Meaning, I don't want to knock anyone. This site runs great, and it's very impressive (except a few little speed issues I have with viewing pics). Anyway, the point is, if I'm so damn good, why haven't I done anything for a while.....
My God!! I miss writing code. It's what I do. Some people watch tv, follow sports. flirt. whatever. breathe. I make computers do insane things. I know a metric shitload* about OS's and crypto and programming languages and networking. And, yes, I'm a pointlessly arrogant son of a bitch about it. It's the only way I can keep pushing myself.
The point. It's time for me to start a real project. If anyone is interested in that kind of thing, I'm gonna write IKE (the ipsec keying daemon) in python. It's not like I don't know the technology. I just spent 3 years doing it. And maybe it will help clear up any frustration and hopelessness before it sets in....
End blatant, pointless arrogance....
In less heavy handed news, I got outside for a little while today. Yay for Good Vibrations. I live walking distance from the Polk street store. The staff knows me. I'm there a lot. I love that place. Argh, too many cute tatooed girls working there. And I feel it's too cliched to hit on a girl at a sex shop
Walked around. Read my new porn. Read about the design of AES. (i love math, i love crypto. i'm a freak)
What I didn't do was quit smoking
But, I think that will come with having a bit more purpose/goal with my life. I don't like living this aimless existence.
Argh. Thanks for all the compliments on my pictures. That makes it all worthwhile. I never realized I was such an attention whore
------------------------------------------
A quick apology. I don't want to be an arrogant asshole. It's just my way of psyching myself into doing something, you know. And in this whole big funky world, coding is the one thing I know I do really well...
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Thanks to copious free time and my dirty mind on the dirty talk board, I have hit 100 posts!
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*That's a qualitative shitload, as opposed to the_cheat's quantitave shitload....
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I just noticed, I'm started to get a little depressed. Not sure what's up with that. I need sleep, exercise, meditation, and a girl-friend, or at least a good hookup....
----------------------------------------
I feel like someone reached into my head and turned off the happy switch. I've been feeling pretty good for a couple of months, but now...
insomnia, losing my confidence, feeling really lonely.
Also, I'm wondering about SGSF. I suspect I would fit in, but I'm not quite sure. For some reason that's been bothering me today.
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It's 4 in the morning and I'm still awake. I think my body is seriouly pissed off at how I treat it
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I know they are a good person with impeccable taste.
here's to you sir.