Wow, this flood has everything crazy down here in Houston. Everybody seems to be doing what they can, but there is this still feel of panic still hanging in the air.
Lately, I have been really into NIN's song "Right Where it Belongs". It seems to match up alot with how I have been feeling for the past year or so. I feel like I worked really hard to try and create a certain person (which I have never fully attained anyway), and now I don't even know if that is the person I want to... Read More
I often wonder were I would be had I made different choices.My cages are of my own making and although I am at times inside the cage I also hold all the keyes. I ran and found myself in place of uknowingness that led to were I'm today , not entirely myself yet part of something that is much greater than the summ of it's parts. Hope , perhaps this helps.Take care.
S.
I feel so unsatisfied. I feel unfullfilled, nervous, tired, bored, and uninspired. I hate it when I get in these moods. I guess that is what the meds are for.
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Aaargh! I have a splitting headache and I need to finish up my lesson plans for my classes.I am supposed to at least kind of look like I preprared. I am kind of excited though because I am going to be teaching not only a class on sex but also one on drugs.
Two of my favorite subjects .Try using a frozen pack of veggies or cold pack on the back of your neck,I find that it helps when I get migraines.You may want to try changing your pillows as well.Just acouple of thoughts that may help.Take care.
S.
Thanks for the comment. Yes, Sigmund and the Sleestaks always scared the beegeezus out of me. I hated the way the Sleestaks hissed all the time. So, now, for some reason I have a lighter with them on it. I think I am trying to prove that I am not afraid of them anymore. Hahahaha.
I will definitely check out this show you are talking about. It sounds Japanese. What channel does i come on?
As for the trouble. Yes, unfortunately, I am sure I will find it....and it will probably be soon.
I dreamt of the strangest things this morning. I saw pomegranate juice being slowly poured on bright, white skin. I saw Japanese toys in revolving displays in a colorful, brightly-lit store. I ran and jumped on huge,red blocks that were soft and tumbling over one another. I saw things that terrified me, so I ran. I was always running, always moving. So many things were... Read More
It's a little unsettling knowing that my students might run across this site and find me. I would feel like Superman without his cape. I think professors work fairly hard to maintain a certain level of privacy so that a decent distance is kept between them and their students. At least that is what I do. I keep them thinking I am evil so that... Read More
I am in a blah mood. It is weird and kind of depressing to look at all the pretty girls. I often wonder what it must be like to be wanted by so many. We can bs all we want about personality, but the truth is everyone wants to be next to the pretty person, screw all the rest of it. Blah.