flippyleggs

Aaarrrgh! I made a move on my doctor today and found out that she is a majorly religious person. She totally accepts my bisexuality and has known about it for a long time, but she says she has never been into girls, "It is a Biblical thing". I believe her words were, "it is never going to happen". I really didn't figure that it would, but I have such a crush on her...especially when she wears her little white coat. I think I have a thing for women with power and authority. It is really brutal because I have to continue to see her without showing how much I want her. Yeah, we'll see how that goes. Actually, I am a fairly decent faker, so I imagine I can look pretty normal, but inside it will be eating away at me like acid. I need to up my Lexapro and kill my sex drive.