I am starting to get that feeling again. For about a month or so I have been feeling relatively peaceful (i.e. not too aroused), but now I am getting that sense of mischief that begins to arise whenever I crave female attention. I think I will be alright as long as a certain someone does not decide to get drunk and flirt with me. I never can tell how she feels about me. The signals seem so hot and cold. One minute she seems totally platonic, then she gets drunk and starts touching me. It is so confusing to me. Even when she is sober, her hugs seem suspiciously long. I am not complaining. With breasts as large as hers, they feel fantastic. If she is giving everyone hugs as long as she does me, she must be extremely popular.
It gives me time to catch her scent, which drives me wild. I am sooo sensitive to smells. Anyways, we are not allowed to do anything together, so I really have to behave. But if she tempts me I don't think I will have the willpower to say "no". In that same line of thought, I guess it is a bad idea to invite her over or out to dinner for chit-chat while my husband and her boyfriend are away next weekend and we are left here home alone and bored. But I may roll the dice and do it anyway. It is a totally disastrous idea, but the "playing with fire" aspect of it may be too tempting for the mischievous side of me to resist right now.
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