For so long I have been suffering with this feeling that I am changing and entering into a new stage in my life, but I don't know what it is, where I am going, or how I am supposed to get there. I don't even think I will know when I arrive at it. It is an awful feeling...or at least that is how I feel about it. I feel like I know who I used to be, and I am not that person anymore (to some degree), but I haven't found the new identity that will take its place. I wonder if others struggle with this as well and why. Actually, I might be happy if I just turned into the 3-eyed smilie at the end of this text.
