If you havent figured it out yet...
Xmas is 22 days away!
Who here is just a broke as I am with a big family to buy for??? Ahh... I need more $$$ and quick. Has any figure out yet how to make some fast cash??? Who wants to rob a convenient store with me? I doubt Santa would be too angry.
So I thought I would update.
Dont have much to talk about really. Oh, hold on lemme fill you in on my story of the day!!! Its a good read. Although some of you might find it disturbing...
Story of the day
Ok, so its bad enough I started my day off the wrong foot. Which right foot it is, I have no clue. I left my wallet at home leaving me with no $$$ to eat on my break or even change to go back home.
I couldnt sleep on the train like I wanted to because everyone was in my way!!! I felt like beating all these ppl with a bat.
So going on with my tragic morning. When I get to work, I planned on eating. Too bad for me, no funds! So I leave to go make our daily deposit to the bank... mind you its the first morning I have done it. Bank doesnt open until 10am!!! It was 9am!!! So I walked three blocks or so for nothing, and I couldnt even get a temporary card at the bank to access my account.
Heading back to work. Now, if you are not familiar with Boston, it seems like no one waits for you now these days to cross. I have come across so many incidents; almost everyday I almost get hit by a car. So I always look for that symbol for pedestrians to walk.
So the light was on to walk, and it changes while Im dead center of the road. So I try and rush across the street since cars were so anxious to keep on driving. Light is green, no car wants to wait for me to cross. How rude huh? One cab literally tries to hit me on purpose and the driver yells "Stupid Bitch!"
Is it really my fault it turned green on me while I was still crossing? Does it really take that much time out of people's live to wait for someone to cross? Are people really that arrogant these days?! Well it is Copley/ Back Bay and all these rich folks think that their lives are far more worth than anyone elses.
So my one law suit against them is nothing of the matter. Even if I did get a lawsuit from this Cab driver business, I dont think being handicap for the rest of my life is worth the money. As much as I need the $$$, I would like to keep on walking.
Ok. So when I get to work, no one asks me whats wrong. I dont really care, but then the Assistant Manager doesnt feel like doing any work like usual, because she is so full of it. She says she wants everyone in the office (my department) to do the job I just handed her before I left for the bank. Im already upset, and I just started work... she is so inconsiderate!!! I was the only one in at the time. I felt like I wanted to beat her with a bat too. I felt so stressed.
It finally all caught up to me, and I burst into tears. I called my BF for some comforting. I havent cried at work in a year or two. I felt horrible this morning. I felt like quitting, and jumping in front of a train somewhere.
No worries. I went straight to bed after work. Woke up two hours ago... 11:24pm if anyone is wondering... and hopefully tomorrow will be a lot easier.
Thanks for my BF for cheering me up. I needed it. I really needed it.
Long story isnt it?
I wont keep you guys too long. Comment. Let me know what experience in life has made you want to go on a killing spree. I think I would feel a lot better if I could.
Just a few ppl...
Well off to bed once more. Thanks for listening.
Xmas is 22 days away!
Who here is just a broke as I am with a big family to buy for??? Ahh... I need more $$$ and quick. Has any figure out yet how to make some fast cash??? Who wants to rob a convenient store with me? I doubt Santa would be too angry.
So I thought I would update.
Dont have much to talk about really. Oh, hold on lemme fill you in on my story of the day!!! Its a good read. Although some of you might find it disturbing...
Story of the day
Ok, so its bad enough I started my day off the wrong foot. Which right foot it is, I have no clue. I left my wallet at home leaving me with no $$$ to eat on my break or even change to go back home.

So going on with my tragic morning. When I get to work, I planned on eating. Too bad for me, no funds! So I leave to go make our daily deposit to the bank... mind you its the first morning I have done it. Bank doesnt open until 10am!!! It was 9am!!! So I walked three blocks or so for nothing, and I couldnt even get a temporary card at the bank to access my account.
Heading back to work. Now, if you are not familiar with Boston, it seems like no one waits for you now these days to cross. I have come across so many incidents; almost everyday I almost get hit by a car. So I always look for that symbol for pedestrians to walk.
So the light was on to walk, and it changes while Im dead center of the road. So I try and rush across the street since cars were so anxious to keep on driving. Light is green, no car wants to wait for me to cross. How rude huh? One cab literally tries to hit me on purpose and the driver yells "Stupid Bitch!"
Is it really my fault it turned green on me while I was still crossing? Does it really take that much time out of people's live to wait for someone to cross? Are people really that arrogant these days?! Well it is Copley/ Back Bay and all these rich folks think that their lives are far more worth than anyone elses.
So my one law suit against them is nothing of the matter. Even if I did get a lawsuit from this Cab driver business, I dont think being handicap for the rest of my life is worth the money. As much as I need the $$$, I would like to keep on walking.
Ok. So when I get to work, no one asks me whats wrong. I dont really care, but then the Assistant Manager doesnt feel like doing any work like usual, because she is so full of it. She says she wants everyone in the office (my department) to do the job I just handed her before I left for the bank. Im already upset, and I just started work... she is so inconsiderate!!! I was the only one in at the time. I felt like I wanted to beat her with a bat too. I felt so stressed.
It finally all caught up to me, and I burst into tears. I called my BF for some comforting. I havent cried at work in a year or two. I felt horrible this morning. I felt like quitting, and jumping in front of a train somewhere.
No worries. I went straight to bed after work. Woke up two hours ago... 11:24pm if anyone is wondering... and hopefully tomorrow will be a lot easier.

Long story isnt it?
I wont keep you guys too long. Comment. Let me know what experience in life has made you want to go on a killing spree. I think I would feel a lot better if I could.

Well off to bed once more. Thanks for listening.
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btw, looks like im gonna be in your area for new years, babe! wooooot!