flipmuhpina

Yea so I figured what to put down as my most humbling moment, its a sad thing with a long story behind it.

So my BF and I discussed an ineterest that has been on my mind for quite a while. We speak here and there about it, but he is never serious when I bring up the subject. I know he wants to, what man doesnt? I know he is afraid of two things, me getting mad, and loosing me. Any way going back to what my point really is.

I brought the subject a few months ago, after a mishap with him, that I want a threesome. Esp. FFM. With a few reasons behind it. I wanna see him fuck another girl, I want him to experience that with me and visa versa, I want to fuck a girl, and know we can still be together no matter the circumstances. Its a sick thought, but I dont want our relationship to be ordinary. Sometimes I feel our sex life is a little to stressing, so maybe if we try to things, it wont be.

I know the circumstances that does follow. One of us might get jealous, one of us might fall for the other, and blah blah blah blah. I see that, ppl has advised me, and I am ready to take on that responsibilty. I know I shouldnt say I will not get jealous, coz you never know. I just always imagine my BF fucking another girl, and it turns me on. During sex sometimes I have him imagine who he wants to fuck, and I hate when he pretends its me! I just want him to see what life is like outside of me sometimes, to see if he is ready to be with just me... and if not I am willing to take that chance on, I am open.

Now that I read this again, I sound kind of sick. I sound selfish as well, ugh. It was one of my fantasies, I just like the other one a bit more. I guess you guys can reply, just be appropriate with your response.

Other than that, how do you find someone else who would be interested in joining without seeming so nasty? Ugh... I guess this is not that big of an issue, it was just an idea to share with you guys... since I had nothing to come up with as a subject.

You dont have to reply to that. You can disregard and talk about something else. How was your day? Any ideas what you will be doing for Holloween? Okie Dokie, leave one or two or three... Buh Bai