Separation Anxiety.
Wanna know a funny thing? When my mom and dad decided to go their own ways (never married) it didnt bother me much. I miss my dad here and there, and my mom is now married with kids. This never really took a toll on me. It was hard to grasp the concept of a new dad, but life does go on.
Well, now I live with my BF and his parents. They are on the verge of separation. I love them very much, and its hard for me to see the two like this. It breaks my heart to hear the fighting, mom crying, my BF upset, and not understanding it all. I mean I have been through the same situation before... so why does it hurt more the second time around? If my mom and stepdad were to separate too, I would feel bad, but again it wouldnt hurt. I feel retarded.
I love my family and his all the same. Maybe there is something between the lines that I dont see. Care to comment? Feel free.
As for today. I had a lot work done yesterday on my room, so Im off to treat myself today. Gonna do my hair, clip my finger and toe nails, and maybe go read a book. God knows how many books I really own! I will still have to fix a few things here and there, like laundry, and umm more filing. Oh, and vacuuming the previous room.
Leave one. Two. Or three. Like I said before I am looking to add more ppl to this list of mine. Leave a long one, or a lil snippet of who you are! Buh Bai.
Wanna know a funny thing? When my mom and dad decided to go their own ways (never married) it didnt bother me much. I miss my dad here and there, and my mom is now married with kids. This never really took a toll on me. It was hard to grasp the concept of a new dad, but life does go on.
Well, now I live with my BF and his parents. They are on the verge of separation. I love them very much, and its hard for me to see the two like this. It breaks my heart to hear the fighting, mom crying, my BF upset, and not understanding it all. I mean I have been through the same situation before... so why does it hurt more the second time around? If my mom and stepdad were to separate too, I would feel bad, but again it wouldnt hurt. I feel retarded.
I love my family and his all the same. Maybe there is something between the lines that I dont see. Care to comment? Feel free.
As for today. I had a lot work done yesterday on my room, so Im off to treat myself today. Gonna do my hair, clip my finger and toe nails, and maybe go read a book. God knows how many books I really own! I will still have to fix a few things here and there, like laundry, and umm more filing. Oh, and vacuuming the previous room.
Leave one. Two. Or three. Like I said before I am looking to add more ppl to this list of mine. Leave a long one, or a lil snippet of who you are! Buh Bai.
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I need the snow this winter like I need water in the morning after a night of heavy drinking.
You know, I've been to Japan and I've been to The Phillipines.
At one time I lived in Korea so I got to visit countries in the region.
I'll have you know I have an over-attraction to women with 1/4 or more Japanese in them!
Watch out I may stalk you!