flidais

Im doing as Sativa said and "coming back". Im at school now, and life is insane. Im at classes and rehearsal for 12 hours a day. Makes me wanna shoot myself in the face, but I love the dancing, so it's all good. Coming back to school meant coming back to all those pesky boys that I had been hooking up with, soooo thats taken up some of my time as well, which actually sucks, because I just want them all to fall off the face of the earth. I really only like one guy, and he is most definitely not at my school, and probably hasn't given me a second thought since I last saw him, but such is my life. That sounded really depressed. Im not. Im happy, but sometimes you just gotta wallow in the sucky parts to make yourself feel normal. I really wasn't even thinking of guys or wanting guys until this new dude came along and he got me all shook up all over again. I was so excited to be going into senior year, a single 21 year old, and to graduate and have all the options in the world before me, and then i meet this dude and get all mushy and everything just crumbles. How absolutely pathetic. Blah. Im gonna leave a better entry when Im not so wallowsome. Bye SG.