flicker

i am sad because, well, i don't know why, i just am. i'm tired of crying so much and only hanging out with a few people and being so tired that the circles under my eyes are turning black. i'm just so tired, and there's nothing i can do about it because i'm too poor to work less. soo, it looks like i will work myself into an exhausted little ball of depression and not be able to do anything but curl up in my bed and cry. i just want to be with people who care about me and have a job that doesn't make me feel like a cheap whore.