flicker

there are not enough hours in the day for all the things i need to do! i feel like every day is just me going full speed from start to finish, how can one person have so many obligations? i need an assistant, that will work for me for free

i think that sometimes things are just so wrong...
i wish that i had the words to say all the things i meant,
but i don't think that you would hear them even if i could.
and yet,
something so bittersweet
in endings.
because nothing can be new until it dies.
the hurt that you try to give me,
i would take it all
if...
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lordy, lordy...

well, i'm single now, crazy to think of that after being in a relationship for 7 years... it's going to be an adventure...

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exciting things: my derby team FINALLY got a warehouse we can set our track up in! we move in next weekend and can start skating on our track monday... it's been a long time coming...

other derby news: my team is skating an exhibition bout in mcalaster of all places april 18. it will be the first bout for a lot of...
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well, my membership is almost up... i'm going to miss this site, but i really can't afford it anymore, plus, i'm just not that interested in the main thing (the sets) anymore...

d-day...

i am super excited, we leave today for a week of camping and paintball... no work, computer, tv or cell phone i'm going to miss the animals something fierce, though :/

big sigh of relief... i finally got my shit together and called a debt relief place. i was so sick of my stupid ass not remembering to pay a credit card bill on time, then getting slammed with late and overlimit fees, thus jacking my minimum payment up to something i could in now way afford. now i have a date to look forward to...
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it's one of those times, where i just feel like crap. i'm feeling fat and it seems like there's nothing i can do about it... i hate that i have to where glasses and can't afford contacts... i want some different clothes, but i can't affod to buy anything right now. just, meh...

dammit... i got all excited b/c a few friends were coming over for new year's. i cleaned house for like 4 hours today and now, at 10, they are over at the boss' house for a bit... i doubt they'll even end up here by midnight, and it's not much fun to try and have a party with just my boyfriend and my roomate, that's...
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gah! it's almost christmas and i have yet to do any shopping. thankfully, i'm limiting gift buying for my immediate family only, everyone else is getting something handmade, which, yipe! i still need to get finished with... love the christmas stress!